Chapters (30)
- Dedication
- Credit is due:
- PrologueWelcome Back
- Chapter 1Nightmare
- Chapter 2Familiar Territory
- Chapter 3Nature of the Beast
- Chapter 4A Rabbit Hole
- Chapter 5Resistance
- Chapter 6Oracle
- Chapter 7Consequences
- Chapter 8Victim of Circumstance
- Chapter 9And thou art dead,as young and fair
- Chapter 10March
- Chapter 11Connections
- Chapter 12It’s a Small World
- Chapter 13Surrender
- Chapter 14The Past ComesBack To Haunt You
- Chapter 15The Key
- Chapter 16Unpleasant Discoveries
- Chapter 17The Mouse
- Chapter 18Rocks and Hard Places
- Chapter 19Rescue
- Chapter 20Welcome Back, Part Two
- Chapter 21The Dark Night of the Soul
- Chapter 22Do-Over
- Chapter 23Fear and Loathing
- Chapter 24First Impressions, Reconciled
- Chapter 25The Heart’s Filthy Lesson
- Chapter 26Desperation
- Chapter 27Loose Ends
As if sensing the change in him, she wrapped her arms across her chest, hugging herself. “I don’t know what they were doing. They didn’t tell us. But I heard them say the time had to be right, they had to be sure it was him. And they needed Father Bart’s hand.”
“He had to take part in the ritual?” It made sense. Though Cyrus didn’t believe in all the Catholic tripe he’d been made to swallow as a child, the power of a priest was similar to, if not greater than, that of a practiced magician.
“Not him. Just his hand.” The words left her in a whisper. “The rest of the stuff they did to them, that was for fun.”
“Why did they spare you?” Cyrus sat beside her on the bed, ignoring the sting of shame he felt when she cringed from him. “Why not use you and feed from you like they did the nun?”
“Because I wasn’t as fun.” She trembled as she spoke. A tear slid down her cheek. “I didn’t scream or pray. That’s what they wanted. They wanted her to pray while they did it.”
The thought would have amused Cyrus in the past, but it didn’t now. Not when this girl was so visibly traumatized by what she’d seen. “Why didn’t you?”
For the first time, the Mouse looked him in the eye. He saw no life or hope in those dull brown depths. Her body steadied, and her voice was strong. “Because no one was listening.”
She sounded so like him centuries ago. He tried to keep the emotion from his tone as he spoke. “That is the most important thing you’ll ever learn. Because no one is listening, and no one is looking out for you.”
She broke down then, gulping great lungfuls of air as she sobbed.
He stood and walked to the tiny kitchenette, trying to ignore the trembling in his legs. He would not abide becoming so weak again, so fast. “We’re out of milk.”
“What’s happening?” Her face was swollen and red from crying, contrasting starkly with the white gauze at her neck. “What are they doing?”
“I have no idea.” He limped to the refrigerator and opened it, then sniffed a potentially suspicious carton of orange juice. It seemed safe enough. But his balance was not. He slammed the carton on the counter, grabbing the edge for support, but tumbled to the floor. The Mouse was at his side in an instant, helping him to his feet and guiding him to a chair.
“I don’t need your help,” he sniped, but accepted it anyway.
The Mouse took a glass from the cabinet, then, almost as an afterthought, grabbed another. Her hands shook as she poured the juice.