Chapters (49)
- EPIGRAPH
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
"Where is it?"
"Easy, man," said Blackie. "I got it." He patted his hip.
Ruth stood up.
"You know where it is," said Terry.
Ruth moved out of the room. Terry watched her.
"Nice arse," said Blackie. "Don't say much. Fine by me."
Ruth went up the stairs, visible from the open door of the through-room. Terry went on watching her, out of sight.
Jenny broke away from the dance now. "I think I'll just go up, too."
Julie refilled her own wine glass. Blackie laughed.
Ruth was standing inside the tiny bathroom trying to shut the door when Jenny called, "Can I come in," and came in, so Ruth was forced back. Jenny squeezed past Ruth through the two and a half feet of space between the bath and the wall. "Don't worry about the door. You can't ever shut it. The guys won't come up while we're here. I'm dying for a pee. Mind if I go first?" And she raised her pink skirt, lowered her white pants, and sat down on the lavatory.
Ruth froze. Over the thump, thump of the music, there came the plash of running water.
Ruth turned and went out of the bathroom.
Through the open door of the bedroom the double bed lay dressed in red and gray triangles. The black and white cat crouched at its foot, ears laid back, eyes wide.
Ruth went into the room and knelt by the cat. She smoothed its fur and kissed it between the ears.
The cat got up and went to the wardrobe, and scratched at the panels. Ruth opened the wardrobe door. The cat darted inside. Ruth left the door ajar.
The lavatory flushed.
Jenny had come out of the bathroom and now stood in the bedroom doorway.
"Julie gets fed up with that cat in her wardrobe." She forgot the cat. "I'd like a really big house, wouldn't you? Three or four bedrooms. And a swimming pool. Have you known Terry long?"
"No," said Ruth.
"He's not bad," said Jenny. "Better than that Blackie."
Ruth stood against the hard forms of the bed, in her long, long hair and silence. There was something… childlike?
Jenny frowned. "How old are you?"
Ruth said, "It's none of your business."
"Oh, you're going to be great, you are," said Jenny angrily. She turned and went away down the stairs, her bracelets clashing.
Ruth looked at the bed. The duvet was folded back.
Downstairs they all laughed suddenly. Ruth intently stared at the floor, as if she could see through it at the top of their heads.
At about nine, when they had drunk quite a lot, Jenny and Julie were sent out to the Indian in the high street for a take-away. "Go on," said Blackie, "you're liberated. You don't need us to hold your hand."
"Bring back some more beer," said Terry.
Ruth did not offer to go out with the girls.
After some argument, Jenny and Julie went.