Chapters (49)
- EPIGRAPH
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
"I'm not going to kill you."
He went out, leaving the door open and the dogs in the bedroom.
After two minutes, Ruth came out. She had put on a cotton dressing gown, and belted it tight at the waist like a little girl. Her body was that of a woman, but it had always been. She carried her drawing.
"Do you want to see?"
She did not look around at the room.
He took the drawing from her hand. He glanced at it and threw it down on the carpet with some curse in another language.
"Is that German?" she said.
"Latin. You're an ignorant bitch. You'll have to be taught."
"I don't like school."
"Tutors," he said. "You'll learn somehow."
"I'd get bored."
"If they bore you, we'll send them away and find you others. It's their task not to bore."
He stared at her, his face was terrible. It was full of the murder he had committed, where before murder had seemed to leave him unmarked.
On the green carpet the black and white drawing lay face up. It showed a hall, combining both a terror of enclosure and a horror of wide open space. Vast pillars held up a ceiling far above, and their reflections sank under them as if in water. Before a slab of stone a white-robed man raised high a sword. His hair also was white, and fell behind him. The figure was too small to require much detail, or any real features.
"Do you want me to go back into the bedroom?" said Ruth.
"No. Go into that room over there." He pointed.
She crossed the green living room, and opened the door of the room with whitewashed walls.
"Here?"
"Go to the table. Open the left-hand drawer."
"All right."
She obeyed him, but as if reluctantly.
With her hand on the drawer, she said, "What is it?"
"Look and see."
She opened the drawer. Inside was a pile of sketches, some of which had been torn from books. On the top was a watercolor painting recently done, perhaps a few days old.
Ruth drew it out.
A wide hall, red, red pillars large as houses, holding up a mile-high roof, and reflecting in the floor like monstrous candles. There was no sacrificing priest. Otherwise, it was the same.
"It's like mine."
"And where is yours meant to be?"
"Egypt." Ruth came from the whitewashed room. "Do you want to do the game, now?"
"No. Sit there."
She sat in the green armchair, her bare feet just reaching the floor.
"Who are you?" he said.
"I'm Ruth."
"And who is Ruth?"
"Scarabae."
"And who am I?"
She lowered her eyes. "Malach."
"And who is Malach?"
Ruth folded her hands.
"My jailor."
"Why?"
"I have to be punished."
"Why?"
"I hurt Anna, and the others."
"Why?"
Ruth looked up. Her eyes were alive and fiery black.