Chapters (49)
- EPIGRAPH
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
The other one had burned, but as it did so, some portion of her had known there were other houses. Other Scarabae.
Malach was Scarabae.
He had trapped her.
She tried the door, which was locked, and then she waited for him to come back, for she sensed that he had gone away.
The day was in the window when he returned.
The window was not like the room. It was scarlet, amber, the blue of fire, the carnivorous rose of lions' mouths, hot and blind. Through it, dimly, she could see the lines of bars.
He opened the door and found her sitting on the bed, gazing at the window.
"Am I a prisoner?" she asked.
"Yes."
"Malach, I don't want to be a prisoner."
"Ruth, you have no choice."
"Why?" she said.
"You are a murderess."
"You killed that man."
"You killed Scarabae."
"I didn't mean to," she said slowly.
"You meant to."
"I was angry."
"You must learn," he said, "to use proper words. You do not kill your own from anger. It's fury, Ruth. It's pain."
"Then, from fury. From pain."
"Very well. Now you are punished."
"What will you do to me?" she said.
"We shall see."
"My dad," she said. She thought. She said, "My father, Adam. He hanged himself. Was it because—was it because I did those things?"
"What things?"
"You know."
"You must articulate. You must say what is true."
"Because I stabbed Anna and—the others."
"We can't ask him. He's dead."
"I killed ordinary people. I drank their blood," said Ruth. She yawned. "I burned their houses. That was Emma."
"You're a stupid little bitch," said Malach.
"No," said Ruth. "I'm evil."
Malach looked at her, and she at him.
"You're Scarabae," he said. "That is your name. Forget the rest. Forget epithets from horror films. Now, you shall meet my companions."
Ruth stirred. She looked frightened and then cold.
Malach called back beyond the door: "Enki. Oskar."
And they came, the two huge dogs with their coats of brindled snow, wolfhounds with the blood of mastiffs and perhaps even of wolves, stepping like princes, with amber eyes.
Ruth got up at once. She held out her hands and went toward them without hurry or hesitation. And they received her, sniffed at her fingers.
Their heads came to her breasts. She stroked the silky hair upon their hard stony skulls. She met their eyes and kissed their muzzles.
Lethargic scythes, the great tails wagged.
She stood between them, holding them against the two sides of her body.
"Oskar, Enki," he said, "enough."
And they slipped from her. Like sunlit smolders they were through the door and Ruth stood alone.
"What shall I do now?" Ruth said.
"You will be alone now."
"For how long?"
"Ah vous dis-je."
"I don't understand."
"You'll come to."
He went out and shut the door. The key turned.
After a moment Ruth ran to the door and banged on it violently.