Chapters (68)
- Dedication
- Title Page
- Contents
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Copyright
“I’ve seen movies and stuff. About guys being raped and everything. There were nights, during the trial, I couldn’t sleep at all. I couldn’t stop thinking what they’d do to a kid like me.”
“It can be bad,” I said.
“That’s why I don’t want you messing around with this. If you start stirring up shit, they might reopen the whole case, and this time they’ll send me away for real.”
I saw that fear again in his eyes. I decided maybe I should lay off this for a while. I pointed at the TV. “See what’s on.”
All that came up on the TV was static.
“Aw, man,” Jeremy said. He started flipping through channels, but they were all the same.
“I guess Madeline didn’t pay the cable bill,” I said. “Maybe she doesn’t hook it up until the busy season.”
“Can we go out or something? What if we drove into town and got some ice cream? I saw a place when we went for groceries.”
I thought about it. As pretty as this place was, I did feel like a change of scenery. “What the hell, let’s do that. I wouldn’t mind hitting a bakery, if there’s one open. They’ve got these things called whoopie pies.”
“Whoopie pies?”
“They kind of look like a hamburger, but the bun part’s chocolate cake, with whipped cream in the middle.”
“I want ice cream,” Jeremy said.
I nodded. “Meet me at the car in three minutes.”
I hit the bathroom, grabbed my jacket, made sure I had some cash and my car keys—I thought of something my late father used to say when he was heading out: “Spectacles, testicles, wallet and keys”—and went outside, where I found Jeremy standing next to the Honda. I locked up the beach house, got in behind the wheel and said, “Shit, I forgot my phone.”
“Oh yeah, so I’m not even allowed to have one, but you can’t go five minutes without yours.” Jeremy pointed a finger at me. “You’ve got a problem. You know that? You can’t deal with your problem until you admit you’ve got one.”
I grinned. “Shut up.”
“You’re just mad ’cause I’m right.”
“Fine,” I said. “I can quit any time I want.”
“Oh yeah, I’ve heard that one. That’s what my mom says about booze.”
It was meant to be funny, but he suddenly went very quiet.
“The hell with the phone,” I said. “How long does it take to get ice cream? Someone wants to reach me, they can leave a message.”
“That came out wrong,” he said as I backed the car down the narrow driveway. “About my mom.”
“It’s okay,” I said.
“I mean, she’s kind of messed up, but I love her,” he said.
“Sure,” I said. “Everyone loves their mom.”
Forty-Nine
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