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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

“Father Bernardi and I did consider telling them. We did. But it’s imperative that we keep your true identity a secret.”

“Don’t you trust them?” she asked, suddenly nervous.

“We do,” Father Bernardi answered. “Neither of them would ever betray you. The greater problem is the difficulty of keeping such a secret when there are young children about. They listen to everything, you know, and Carlo is still in school, and as you’ve seen he is a talkative little fellow. It would only take one slip, one careless word overheard at supper, to doom us all. It also doesn’t help that his teacher is the worst sort of fascist mouthpiece.”

“I agree,” Nico said. “Far better that only the three of us know the truth.”

He and Father Bernardi were so matter-of-fact about it. As if it was an everyday thing to offer her shelter. As if it wasn’t something that could lead to their imprisonment or worse.

“Why are you doing this?” she asked, turning to Nico. “My father is friends with Father Bernardi—not you. Yet you’re risking so much for me. For a stranger.”

“What kind of man would I be if I didn’t offer to help you? And you were only a stranger before I met you.”

“Most men would look away.”

“I can’t account for their decisions. I can only do what I know to be right. And I do believe we’ll be successful. Mezzo Ciel is a quiet place. No one will come looking for you here.”

“You are safe here,” Father Bernardi insisted. “But I do have something to ask of you, something rather difficult. I’m afraid you will have to attend Mass while you’re here.”

Of course. She should have known to expect such a thing. Even the kindest Gentiles believed they were doing Jews a favor when they impelled them to embrace Christianity. “Are you saying I have to convert?” she asked, her throat tight with horror.

His shocked expression was encouragingly genuine. “Goodness, no. No—I would never ask such a thing of you. You need only attend and make a show of following along. Your thoughts and beliefs are yours to own. As the Lord is my witness, I swear this to you.”

She believed him. She did. So why did she have to fight off tears?

“We ought to be getting back,” Nico said, and if he’d noticed that she was struggling, he didn’t embarrass her by mentioning it. “We won’t win over my sister by being late for supper.”

“Of course, of course. I’ll see you both on Sunday.”

Only then did Nina think to ask Father Bernardi one last question. “If you hear anything of my parents?”

“I shall let you know straightaway. That I promise.”