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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

She was grateful for his honesty, but his admission made her anxious. The journey a man took to become a Catholic priest wasn’t something Nina had ever thought about, but she did know it was a position of some status. And now she had become the impediment that prevented him from attaining that position, and never mind that he hadn’t truly married her or broken any sort of vow he might have made in the past. To his family, she would be the woman who had made him abandon, forever, his dream of becoming a priest. She wouldn’t be surprised if they all turned their backs on her.

They were walking through a village, the first since they’d left Campalto; Niccolò had taken care until now to keep them to the quieter side roads. It wasn’t much more than a cluster of buildings at a crossroads, with a public fountain and a church that loomed over the other buildings, and as they passed by one of the outlying farms a woman waved at them and greeted Niccolò by name.

“Good day, Zia Nora. Your garden is looking fine,” he answered, but he kept walking, and the woman, still smiling, returned to the basket of beans she’d been shelling.

“A cousin of my father,” he explained.

“You have cousins everywhere.”

“I do. My father is one of twelve and my mother was one of seven. I have cousins upon cousins upon cousins.”

“It was only ever me and my parents. They married late, and my grandparents died before I was born. My mother had a sister, but she was much older than Mamma. I was still a little girl when she died.”

“You’ll be surrounded by family in Mezzo Ciel. Everyone will want to know your business. Everyone will have an opinion.”

“It was like that in the gh—”

“Shh,” he warned, shaking his head.

“Yes, sorry. I meant to say that my neighborhood was very close-knit.”

“I know it will be hard to not speak of your family or your friends, but it’s far safer. You can tell me about them when we’re alone.”

They were approaching a crest in the road, and now he stopped and pointed to a cluster of buildings in the middle distance. “Can you see the church and campanile? The sun makes them look very white. That is Mezzo Ciel.”

“But it’s halfway up the mountain!”

“I swear it only looks that way. We’ll be there in another hour. Maybe a little more.”

They walked on, and the sun grew hotter and hotter, and before long her hair was plastered to her nape and temples. She’d lost her handkerchief at some point, so she mopped at her face with her sleeve and kept moving.

“Are you all right?” Niccolò asked.

“Yes. The sun is warm, that’s all.”