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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

They had rented beach chairs and umbrellas on the same stretch of sand where Nina had once spent long, golden afternoons with her parents, and they’d all changed into the bathing suits she and Rosa had sewn and knitted in anticipation of this one glorious day, and then they had tiptoed into the water, Lucia held high in Nico’s arms, the girls clutching each other’s hands. They’d cringed when the first startling waves had lapped at their ankles, and then, laughing, had plunged forward, heedless of the cold, and welcomed the sea’s embrace.

They’d brought baskets of food from home, bread and cheese and hard-boiled eggs, and chunks of sopressa for everyone but Nina and Stella, and Mario’s wife had surprised them with bottles of tart homemade lemonade. They’d eaten their lunch with sandy fingers, their noses already pinkened by the sun, and with the last crumbs devoured, the children had rushed off to build castles in the sand.

“But not a toe in the water until your lunch has settled,” Rosa had ordered, and Stella had run back to give Rosa a quick hug.

“Don’t worry, Zia Rosa,” she’d promised. “I’ll take care of Carlo while you rest.”

“Such a good girl,” Rosa had said lovingly. “I don’t know what I’d do without her. It’s hard to remember life without my three girls all together.”

“I think she would say the same,” Nina had agreed, though it wasn’t entirely true. Stella was healthy and happy now, and she seemed to feel secure and content, and she was devoted to everyone, Rosa most of all. Agnese and Angela called her their sister, and the three of them were never apart. But she still had nightmares; she still wept for her parents, who, like Nina’s, had vanished into the abyss of Birkenau. All that remained of Stella’s life from before the war were a few battered copies of her parents’ tourist guides. They were gifts from Nico, who searched for them in every bookstore he passed.

The day was more than half over now, and Nina resolved that for the rest of it she would think only of sunshine and blue skies. It was easy to do with those she loved at her side, the joy of another baby on the way, and the promise of brighter tomorrows to come.

After lunch, Lucia had fallen asleep in her grandfather’s arms; now she sat up and began to rub at her eyes.

“Mamma?” she asked, pouting a little.

“Yes, darling?”

“Where my papà?”

“Here I am,” Nico answered, plucking her from Aldo’s arms. “Do you think it might be time for some gelato?”

“Gelato!” Carlo roared, forgetting his half-constructed castle in his haste to join them. “Gelato, gelato, gelato!”