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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

“Don’t you dare—you can’t die on me now. Just let the doctors help you—oh, please, won’t someone help her? She’s so sick, and I don’t know what to do!”

“That’s all right,” Nina whispered. “I’m all right now.”

She was floating. She was rising, flying, soaring high over the wretched road and its caravan of ragged refugees, over the neat little towns and fields, higher, ever higher, until she was across the mountains and rushing down to the familiar hills of Mezzo Ciel.

She was home, and Nico was there, too, standing under the olive tree in the courtyard, his arms open wide. He was waiting for her. All this time, he’d been waiting for her to come home.

WHEN SHE WOKE she was in a bed, a proper bed with a real mattress and clean sheets and an ethereally soft pillow beneath her head. The room was bright with sunshine, and one of its windows was open, and she could hear children playing and laughing outside.

Children.

She blinked hard, and tried to raise her hand to rub at her eyes, but she only had the strength to lift her arm a centimeter or so before it flopped back onto the pristine coverlet.

“You’re awake!”

Stella had been sitting in the corner of the room, reading, and now she put down her book—a book, an actual book—and came to sit on the side of the bed.

“What happened?” Nina asked fretfully. “We were walking somewhere. You were helping me.”

“You don’t remember when we arrived?”

“I think . . . maybe? You were saying we were almost there. That there would be doctors. That we never had to see the oberaufseherin again.”

“Yes to all of that. We’re in Terezin now. Near Prague. They took you straight to the hospital and put you in quarantine, and I was worried they were going to leave you to die, or, well, just finish you off. But the nurses—they have proper nurses here, and doctors, too, from the Red Cross—they promised to take good care of you. And they did.”

“How long . . . ?”

“We got here on April twenty-first, but I wasn’t allowed to visit until just last week.”

“Oh,” Nina said, and already she was so tired, so tired. But she still had one more question for Stella. “Is the war over yet?”

WHEN SHE WOKE again Stella was still there, still waiting, and the look of delight on her face was enough to make Nina cry.

“Why are you crying?”

“I don’t know. It’s just so good to see you smiling. And you’ve put on some weight.”

“Only a little. They’re very strict with us—in a good way. If we eat too much we’ll get ill, so we have a sort of diet to follow. The nurses say it’s safer to put the weight back on slowly.”

“Is the—”