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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

The lights went out, the dark closed in, and Stella first began to shiver and then to cry, her shoulders heaving silently, her scrap of cheer vanquished by the bleak and bitter night. Nina held her close, and rubbed her hand gently over the girl’s naked scalp, and she tried to think of something to say that wasn’t a lie.

But the words stuck in her throat. She had no comfort to give.

“Sleep,” she whispered. “Go to sleep.”

“And tomorrow?”

“Will be here before you know it. So sleep while you can.”

APPELL! APPELL!

It was the middle of the night, the moon still bright in the sky. There was no reason at all, save malice, for them to have been woken so early.

As they had the night before, and the morning before that, the women assembled themselves and were counted, and by the time the aufseherin was satisfied, the sun had begun to rise. Yet she made no move to dismiss them.

Nina was very nearly asleep on her feet when the aufseherin began to call out numbers for a second time. Not everyone was being summoned, she realized—only about one in three. As their names were called, the blockowa pulled them from the formation and had them stand in a queue to one side. But why?

Stella was hauled to the side, and then the snarling blockowa came stomping over and Nina realized that her number, too, had been called, and before she had wrapped her mind around the truth of it, her feet had carried her across the yard to the end of the waiting queue.

It was for a kommando, she told herself. The Frenchwoman had been wrong. They were being sent out for work and they would be back in their bunks by nightfall.

So why did the aufseherin seem so pleased? Why did her eyes spark with malice? Why had her mouth curled into a knowing smirk?

Their route as they left the yard took them very near to the aufseherin, and as Nina passed she turned her head, just for an instant, so she might look the woman in the eye.

“Störenfriedin,” the aufseherin spat out, and her smirk broadened into a noxious smile, and Nina took another half-dozen steps before she realized what the woman had said. Troublemaker.

Troublemakers were not sent out for work. Troublemakers were sent—

No.

She could protest. She could resist. She could run back to the aufseherin and scratch out her eyes and show her what it was like to be hurt. To be afraid.

It was tempting, but they would shoot her like a dog, as Zwerger had once shot Selva, and that would leave Stella alone at the end. Her friend did not deserve to die alone.