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Chapters (44)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Epilogue
  36. Acknowledgments
  37. P.S. Insights, Interviews & More . . .*
  38. About the Author
  39. About the Book
  40. Defeating the Silence
  41. Glossary of Terms Used in This Book
  42. Read On
  43. Also by Jennifer Robson
  44. About the Publisher

Soon she was at the front of the queue. Before her was a table, and behind it sat a clerk. He was dressed in a striped prisoner’s uniform, just like the men they’d seen in the shed, though he was less gaunt than they had been.

He barely looked at her before posing the same questions she’d been asked in Bolzano.

“Name. Alter. Geburtsort. Beruf.”

She had to dig deep to remember enough German to answer. “Antonina Mazin. Vier und . . . vierundzwanzig? Venedig. And, ah, Landwirtin?”

Another room. Another queue.

The women were searched by men with rough, grasping hands. Nina had nothing but her clothes, no money or jewelry or any other belongings, and she was glad of it. Glad beyond measure that she’d left her wedding ring with Rosa.

The woman next to her cried out when her earrings were snatched from her pierced lobes, leaving them torn and bleeding. The man who’d hurt her was a prisoner, too, but shrugged away the woman’s shock and pain. What sort of man had he been, Nina wondered, before he had come to this place?

They joined the end of another snaking queue.

Nina reached the front. Her arm was pulled forward.

Her name was replaced with a number.

She could only stare, astonished, at the blank-faced man with his needle and pot of ink. At the marks he was driving into her skin. The pain was nothing compared to the sight of those indelible digits.

She had been reduced to a number. A line in a ledger. A piece on an assembly line, only here, in this place of death, she was being taken apart, layer by layer, until nothing but her soul remained.

The soul unto its star returns.

Onward they were driven, and those who stumbled or fell were harried to their feet with threats and kicks. “Sauna,” someone said.

The guards were shouting, and around her women were undressing, removing even their underwear, and those who balked or moved too slowly were punched or kicked or forcibly stripped.

So Nina shed her clothes, and when she tried to shelter herself from the guards’ leering eyes her hands were slapped away by a dead-eyed man who first shaved her head and then every part of her body.

And the worst of it wasn’t her nudity in front of rabidly staring men, awful though it was. It was the loss of her beautiful hair. The glossy ringlets that Nico had so loved had been shorn away, stolen, and her stubbled skull felt cold and unfamiliar beneath her questioning fingers.

Again they were propelled forward. Naked, shivering, she stood in a tiled room and waited. Stella was at her side once more, the smallest of consolations, and they held hands as they waited . . . for what?