Back Our Castle by the Sea
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

As the sun faded, it became colder up there on the clifftop. I fetched my blanket from the cottage and wrapped it around my shoulders and over my head to make a sort of tent.

What do I do if they don’t come back tonight? my mind whispered anxiously. What do I do if they never come back? Will I wait here for ever?

What was the alternative? I couldn’t face the idea of going back to sit in the empty kitchen by myself. It was better to wait here on the cliffs with the stones. I felt closer to Pa and Mags somehow.

Another cluster of boats. Then a long gap and a boat on its own, but it wasn’t Faith or the lifeboat either; it was a little dinghy.

I gazed at it as the world darkened around me. Its sail was ragged with bullet holes and it felt like a terrible omen. There were no more boats on the horizon.

I pulled the blanket tightly around me and lay down on the cold grass. I should try to get a little sleep, I thought. But then I looked up at the thousands of stars in the vast sky above and shuddered. I closed my eyes tightly. I don’t think I can.

But I must have, because when I opened my eyes again, I was stiff with cold, and the light had changed from black to a cool milky grey. A few pale stars still freckled the sky, but it was almost morning.

Had there been a shooting star? I couldn’t remember if I’d seen it as I was falling asleep or if I’d dreamt it. I felt hollow and lost, haunted by the hours of dark, silent loneliness since Pa and Mags had left. I pressed my hands together, trying to squeeze some warmth into my freezing fingers. A strange, low mist crept across the sea.

They aren’t coming home. They would be back by now if they were coming.

Then, without any warning, the idea was there in my head and I knew exactly what I had to do. I had to sing. Fear shivered through me as I turned towards the Daughters of Stone.

The fishermen’s daughters sang a song of love and loyalty and sacrifice to bring their fathers safely home. This was the moment that I had always known about in my bones, ever since Pa first told me the legend. This was the moment in which I would finally become part of this ancient story. The sky wrapped around me, grey as fate, enveloping me, together with the stones and the cold-smoking sea.