Back Our Castle by the Sea
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

I had always rather liked Mrs Baron, but right now she was my least favourite person on the whole planet – after Mags, of course. I glared at my sister and tried not to make eye contact with Mutti and Pa, who were smiling at me proudly as if I had been picked to play the lead part in the school play. I noticed Mrs Baron’s handsome sixteen-year-old son Michael was also smiling, and I hoped that my cheeks weren’t too beetroot-red.

Then I realized that Mrs Baron’s eagle-eyes had settled expectantly upon me and I hadn’t been listening to a single word she had been saying.

‘Off you go, Petra,’ she said, gesturing to the mask I was clutching in my hands.

I knew exactly what was going to happen next. What always happened to me when I was this frightened. I froze.

Mrs Baron sighed. ‘Like this, dear . . .’ And quite suddenly she had taken the gas mask out of my rigid hands, pressed it on to my face and was pulling the tight strap over the top of my head.

I was underwater. I was drowning.

The village hall became a sinking ship, swaying its way down to the bottom of the deepest, greenest sea, taking me and everyone else with it. My whole head was pinched with pressure and I gasped for air, hearing a strange, alien hiss as I managed to draw in a little dizzying oxygen, just enough to keep me alive for a few agonizing seconds, until, at last, I felt a hand on the back of my head pulling the strap off again – and then – oh, the relief! – I could breathe once more – I could move! I folded in half, hands on my shaking knees, tongue hanging out of my mouth, trying to inhale enough clean air to get rid of the bitter, rubbery taste of the mask.

‘Are you all right, Petra?’ Mrs Baron said, rubbing my back soothingly. ‘It is a bit odd at first, I know, but don’t worry – you’ll get used to it with practice!’ She gave a sympathetic little laugh and everyone else in the village hall laughed too.

My face burnt with embarrassment as I made my way unsteadily out of the door along with the rest of the village, my gas mask safely back in its cardboard box. I took a deep, cool breath of the seaside air and turned my face up towards the sun, as if its light could somehow bleach away the horror of the last few minutes.

‘You did well, Petra,’ said a voice beside me. I turned to see Michael Baron’s sparkling green eyes looking down at me. ‘I felt quite queasy the first time I tried to breathe through one of these. Tastes horrible, doesn’t it?’