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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Melissa Hill and published by HQ:
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Chapter 67
  73. Chapter 68
  74. Chapter 69
  75. Chapter 70
  76. Chapter 71
  77. Keep Reading
  78. Prologue
  79. Chapter 1
  80. About the Publisher

‘And is this friend going to appear in the next video? Or are we just gonna see more of you half-naked huffing and puffing while flexing your muscles?’

And then it dawned on Ward that his mother was referring, not to the kittens pic, but to the training video Shelley had filmed of him. Soft porn?

His entire body cringed so badly he wanted to lie down and die.

‘Jesus, Mom, it was a workout video to show my fans how my progress is going.’

‘Well, Aunt Helen seemed to think that it was one of those sites where weirdos pay you to get naked, but what do I know?’

And if Helen thought that, who knew how many others would too? Ward winced with mortification.

He’d fucked this up already, hadn’t he? No wonder Hannah wasn’t answering. He’d blown her strategy with his very first foray into this stuff. Why didn’t he run it by her – the expert – instead of letting Shelley talk him into it? He didn’t think his trainer meant any harm and was only trying to help, but man, had that backfired.

Christ. Ward wasn’t sure if he could show his face in public again, let alone online. And to think he was worried about the locker room ribbing about the kittens’ pic … the guys would have a goddamn field day with this.

‘So is this … friend,’ his mother drawled. ‘Another one who’s gonna get her wits about her in due time and run off screaming to another city?’

Amid all her other insults, the low-blow comment about Melanie made Ward feel as if he had been physically slapped, and fresh anger rushed through him.

‘Always a pleasure hearing from you, Mom,’ he managed to reply before his temper got the better of him. ‘But if what I’m doing upsets you so much, maybe send back the cheques I keep mailing. And tell Aunt Helen to mind her own damn business.’

He ended the call and slammed the phone on the countertop, not caring if the stupid thing broke into a thousand pieces. If he had been on the ice this would have been the exact moment he bodychecked an opponent and upended a guy onto the boards.

But he couldn’t do that. Much as he wanted to, he couldn’t act out or worse, lash out. That wouldn’t do him any good, and it would put him on the wrong side of Hannah again too.

As it was, he’d done enough.

Ward pulled at his hair as if the action could rip out the conflicting thoughts and emotions his mother had provoked. Then picking up the phone, the latest source of his humiliation, he navigated to his socials and promptly deleted the stupid training video.

Don’t mess this up.