Chapters (56)
- Books by Rona Halsall
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Three weeks later
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Ten days later
- Chapter Forty-One
- Seven months later
- Love You Gone
- Hear More from Rona
- A Letter from Rona
- Books by Rona Halsall
- Her Mother’s Lies
- The Honeymoon
- Keep You Safe
- Acknowledgements
- *
Sara leant against the worktop and let out a big sigh, which said it all really, without the need for words. Hailey came and gave her a hug, murmuring into her hair, ‘It’s just a tricky patch, that’s all. You’ve got to trust Matt to come through in the end. He will, Sara. He’s determined. We had quite a chat tonight.’
Sara sank into the hug, laying her head on her sister’s shoulder. ‘I just feel like I’m losing everything. Even the kids don’t seem to notice me any more. I’m out at work all day, then I’ve got to catch up with the housework at night and all the other stuff that goes with running a house and having three kids. I mean, the paperwork just for school is ridiculous. Then there’s dentist’s appointments and play dates and sleepovers and friends’ birthdays and…’ She took a deep breath, anxiety mounting, her voice rising with it, as she listed everything. ‘Then on top of that I’ve got stuff to remember for work and I just don’t think I’m doing well at any of it.’
Hailey rubbed her back. ‘You’re doing great, honestly you are. Maybe this evening out next week is just what you need. I know it’s a training course, but enjoy the social after and don’t worry what time you get back. Just be you, instead of a mum and wife and housekeeper and administrator.’ She squeezed her a little tighter, gave her a kiss on the cheek then pulled away, one hand lingering on her shoulder as she looked her in the eye. ‘I’ll make sure I can take the girls. Honestly, don’t you worry.’
Sara covered Hailey’s hand with her own. ‘Thanks, I needed that.’ She studied her sister’s face. ‘I was wondering… Your conversation with Matt… did he mention anything…’ She hesitated, then decided while Hailey was in a supportive mood, she could do with a bit more reassurance. ‘It’s just we had a row this morning, and I’ve had this feeling… Well, I heard a woman’s voice in his office last night. I’m sure of it. Then he was late coming to bed and the window was open and I thought I heard her again. Outside. I heard the gate clang shut. I had a look but couldn’t see anything.’
Hailey looked a little startled. ‘What? You’re not still worrying about that, are you? I can remember a similar conversation about him working late and you thinking he had someone else, but it turned out to be nothing. Do you remember, you had me following him from work?’
Sara nodded, heat creeping into her cheeks. Perhaps I am imagining it.