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Chapters (56)
  1. Books by Rona Halsall
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Three weeks later
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Ten days later
  46. Chapter Forty-One
  47. Seven months later
  48. Love You Gone
  49. Hear More from Rona
  50. A Letter from Rona
  51. Books by Rona Halsall
  52. Her Mother’s Lies
  53. The Honeymoon
  54. Keep You Safe
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. *

‘Two of them. Bloody hell,’ Hailey whispered, sounding as stunned as Sara felt.

‘Neither of them was James, which makes me wonder if he was filming it.’ Nausea stirred the contents of Sara’s stomach, and she ran down the landing into the bathroom, hugging the toilet bowl as she spewed up her last meal. Strangers taking advantage of her when she was unconscious. Filming and sharing it. Once again, bile burned the back of her throat as she heaved and heaved until there was nothing left.

She ran the shower, washing every inch of her body, then doing it all over again, the water as hot as she could stand it. Finally, when the water ran cold, she dried herself and went into the bedroom, finding an oversized T-shirt and dressing gown that Hailey had put out for her. On shaky legs she made her way downstairs, feeling distanced from herself somehow, the reality of what had happened almost impossible to comprehend.

Hailey was in the kitchen making tea. ‘I’ve put extra sugar in yours for the shock,’ she said, handing Sara a mug before they both sat at the table. ‘Don’t you worry, we’ll get the bastards who did this.’

Sara wasn’t sure they would. How can we even start to find out who’s behind it? She was shrivelling up inside, disgust and shame stamping on any self-worth that might have been in there. She thought about James, how lovely he’d been to her, so kind and caring she’d actually thought he might be a little in love with her. But there was another puzzle to solve.

‘What I don’t get,’ she said, as she slumped into her seat, ‘is who sent the video to Matt. And why.’

Hailey stared at her, gave a derisive snort. ‘Are you blind?’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well, it has to be James. He wants you for himself.’ She pursed her lips, getting her argument in order before she spoke. ‘Look at his behaviour, the way he’s been grooming you. You told him how jealous Matt is. You told him if Matt found out you’d been going out with another man, he’d blow a fuse.’ She pointed at the phone, which Sara had brought down with her. ‘Looks like he just threw a stick of dynamite into your marriage. And I suppose he’ll be around to pick up the pieces.’ She took a sip of tea and gave a dismissive huff. ‘Oh yes, I’ve met his sort.’

Sara scrunched up her nose. ‘I’m not sure that makes sense. Wouldn’t he know I’d work out it was him?’

Hailey took another sip of tea, frowned. ‘Hmm. I see your point.’