And important, Honor decided. It spoke well for any officer that one of his juniors would speak up for him, especially when it was the junior who stood to gain the most if he fell short of his commanding officer’s standards. More than that, Santos’s remarks reinforced her own judgment that McKeon was grappling with something inside himself, something that even the engineer didn’t fully understand.

Dominica Santos would not have spoken for an officer she didn’t believe was worth defending, however much she liked him. Honor was certain of that, and as she replayed her own encounters with McKeon, she realized the engineer was right. Whatever his problem was, however hard it seemed for him to meet his captain halfway, he was doing his job. Not as well as he could have, not without a distinctly dangerous disengagement and brittleness, and definitely not the way Honor would have preferred, but he was doing it. He was making himself do it, even while it was obvious that something was tearing him up inside.

She sighed and rose, transferring Nimitz to her shoulder as the ’cat popped the last half-centimeter of celery into his mouth. He pressed his chin into her short hair, chewing happily, and she folded her hands behind her and started for the hatch herself.

It wasn’t fair. She shouldn’t have to make allowances for her executive officer, shouldn’t have to worry about his support or what inner problems were affecting his duty. But no one had ever said life was fair, and the RMN tradition was that there were no bad crews, only bad captains. That applied to the captain’s officers, as well. Much as she might want, even need, for McKeon to drop his barriers, it was her job to work with him—or to replace him. And she couldn’t replace him. Not simply because the “chemistry” between them was bad.

And not, she thought as the hatch opened, when Santos was right. Somehow, Honor knew, whatever might be bothering Alistair McKeon, he wouldn’t let her down in the crunch.

Chapter Seventeen

“WELL, now, Mr. Tremaine. Would you look at that?” Sensor Tech 1/c Yammata tapped his display, and Scotty Tremaine leaned close. To the untrained eye, the faint blotch of light in the center of the screen could have been anything; given what they’d been looking for, he knew it could be only one thing.

“How big?” he asked.

“Well,” Yammata manipulated controls and frowned thoughtfully, “I figure they’re shielded, Sir—I sure can’t get a good read on the user end—but the feeder beam seems to be peaking at about two hundred kilowatts.” He looked up and met the ensign’s eyes expressionlessly. “That’s a lot of juice for a bunch of Stilties.”

“It is, indeed, Hiro,” Tremaine murmured. “It is indeed.” He shook himself. “What’s the location?”

“Sixty-three klicks west-southwest of the Muddy Wash Valley, Sir,” Yammata replied. He tapped another light blotch, smaller but much brighter. “That’s their direct feed station, but it must be a relay. It’s on the side of a ridge, well below its crest, and I don’t see any up-link.”