“The thing is, Skipper, I’ve known Alistair McKeon for a long time,” Santos went on quietly. “He’s a friend—and I’m your next senior officer.”

Honor sighed and leaned back. She ought to shut Santos up, she thought. If there was one thing she hated, it was discussing an officer behind his back, especially with one of his juniors. But she was very nearly at the end of her rope where McKeon was concerned. She’d tried everything she could think of to reach him—to make him the true second-in-command she needed, not simply an efficient, perpetually unengaged automaton—and failed. And there was no malice or spite in Santos’s voice, only concern. Besides, Dominica was right; she was Honor’s next most senior officer, third in Fearless’s chain of command, with not just the right but the duty to speak up if she saw a problem.

The engineer’s expression relaxed a bit at her captain’s reaction, and she reached out to stroke Nimitz’s ears, keeping her eyes on her fingers.

“Alistair is a good officer, usually, Skipper,” she said. “More than that, he’s a good man. But if you’ll pardon my saying so, it’s pretty obvious the two of you just aren’t on the same wavelength, and I don’t think it’s because you haven’t tried. I’ve never seen him like this, and I’m worried about him.”

Honor watched Santos thoughtfully. There was no self-serving edge in the engineer’s voice, only concern. This was no attempt to curry favor with her commander or cut her immediate superior’s throat when he was absent and unable to defend himself.

“And?” she said, unable—and unwilling—to criticize McKeon by agreeing with Santos’s statement and voicing her own concern.

“I just—” Santos paused, staring down at the fingers caressing the treecat. “I just want you to know that whatever’s wrong is hurting him, too, Skipper,” she said finally. “He tries not to show it, but I think he thinks he’s letting you down—letting the ship down. And he is, in a way. I don’t know why, but he’s just not involved the way he was under Captain Rath, and he loves every scrape and dent of this old ship.” She raised her head and looked around the briefing room, eyes slightly misty, and smiled. “So do I,” she admitted. “She’s old, and they raped her when they gutted her armament, but she’s a grand old bitch. She won’t let us down in the crunch, and—” she met Honor’s eyes again “—neither will Alistair. Whatever his problem is, he won’t let you down when it really counts, Skipper. That’s—” She paused again, then waved her hand. “That’s all I wanted to say.”

“I understand, Dominica,” Honor said softly.

“Yes, Ma’am.” Santos stood and inhaled sharply, then gave Nimitz one last caress and squared her shoulders. “Well, I guess I’d better get back on those taps, Skipper,” she said more briskly, and followed McKeon and Cardones out the hatch.

Nimitz settled down in Honor’s lap to finish his celery, and she leaned back, running her hand down his flank in long, slow strokes while she considered what Santos had just said. It must have taken guts—and deep concern—for the engineer to risk exposing herself that way. (It never occurred to Honor to wonder if her own actions or example might have had anything to do with Santos’s openness.) Most officers, she reflected, would have taken great care to distance themselves from an executive officer they suspected was in bad odor with his CO, lest any of the captain’s displeasure splash on them. And how Dominica had said it was just as important as what she’d said. Her concern was obvious, and it was for the ship as a whole first and for McKeon as a person second, but the fact that she cared about McKeon was clear.