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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. About the Author
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. Chapter Forty-Nine
  56. Chapter Fifty
  57. Chapter Fifty-One
  58. Chapter Fifty-Two
  59. Chapter Fifty-Three
  60. Chapter Fifty-Four
  61. Chapter Fifty-Five
  62. Chapter Fifty-Six
  63. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  64. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  65. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  66. Chapter Sixty
  67. Chapter Sixty-One
  68. Chapter Sixty-Two
  69. Chapter Sixty-Three
  70. Chapter Sixty-Four
  71. Chapter Sixty-Five
  72. Chapter Sixty-Six
  73. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  74. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  75. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  76. Chapter Seventy
  77. Chapter Seventy-One
  78. Chapter Seventy-Two
  79. Chapter Seventy-Three
  80. Chapter Seventy-Four
  81. Acknowledgments

James sat down. “Quit. They don’t believe in the cause anymore. Or they’ve had their fun speculating. That’s what most of them were here for, I expect. Frivolous talk—busybodies getting their rocks off. But there’s only so much talk you can do about ghosts and witches and spells and aliens until you have to step back and take stock, I suppose. I’m the only one left who thinks McConnell’s innocent. Even my wife has gone and I can’t even blame her. I don’t blame any of them, not really. What is that saying? ‘There are many truths of which the full meaning cannot be realized until personal experience has brought it home.’ Who said that? John Stuart Mill, I think. That’s why I think she left. She left the group. And she left me. And she left Marsden. After that, everyone else was gone soon after. If my wife was gone, why shouldn’t they be gone too.”

Sally stepped away from the window. “I have a feeling Robin’s about to get his notebook out, so I’m going to get a drink.” She left without another word.

Robin sat down and did indeed get his notebook out. “That must have been hard—after everything that happened.”

James smiled sadly. “You can only play make-believe so long until you have to accept the reality, I suppose.”

“You accept that it was make-believe?”

“Of course,” James said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “You don’t really think I believe in all that stuff, do you? It was about hope. Hope in the human race, if you want to get all grand about it. Hope that one boy couldn’t be so evil. That was what it was for me, anyway.”

“What was your son like?”

James sniffed. “Edmund was a good lad. Not perfect, but wholly good. When he was having trouble at school and could have gone down a different darker path, he found them. They all found each other. Tim, Rachel, Robert, Pru, Matt—and my son. And when they did, everything just clicked for them. They were like pieces of a jigsaw—and when they all got together, you could finally tell what the picture on the box was. Any of them would have happily died for any other—maybe Matt most of all.”

“What do you mean by that?” Robin said.