Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- Dedication
- About the Author
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- Chapter Sixty-Five
- Chapter Sixty-Six
- Chapter Sixty-Seven
- Chapter Sixty-Eight
- Chapter Sixty-Nine
- Chapter Seventy
- Chapter Seventy-One
- Chapter Seventy-Two
- Chapter Seventy-Three
- Chapter Seventy-Four
- Acknowledgments
The five of them rounded the corner to the parking lot, and at the sight of the car, Robert and Tim cheered. “Shotgun,” Tim said, and laughed, even though no one would have ever attempted to take the passenger seat. It seemed to be an unwritten rule that it belonged to Tim, and if Tim was driving, it belonged to Edmund.
Tim broke out in a haphazard run to the car, while the others laughed at his jerky movements. Robert and Pru were having a hushed conversation with each other, and Rachel was busy fiddling with something in her bag. No one saw Edmund stop and take a set of slow deep breaths.
He could do this; he’d driven for hundreds of hours in his life and never got so much as a speeding ticket. He didn’t even think anyone had ever beeped him.
He started toward the car.
What was the worst that could happen?
Chapter Fifty-Seven
Three years ago...
The future was dictated by an infinite number of variables. You could never predict the future because of this. And that was why the future was exciting. That was why people went on living—went outside and just didn’t give up and stay in bed. No one could even start to list the variables that led her, Samantha Ferringham, to that winding road that night.
Who knew when it was decided that she’d be here? Firstly, it was her decision to walk to the hotel. Then, it was her decision to get the late train. Then, it was her decision to come to Huddersfield a day early. Before, it was her decision to take the job lecturing at Huddersfield Uni. Going further back, she had to travel to Huddersfield because of her decision to live in London. And that was because of her decision to say yes to marrying Robin. And she met Robin because she decided to go to Emma Ferringham’s party at her house. There, the celestial red thread split even more: What possessed Emma Ferringham—her GP—to invite her to that party? What drove her to that meeting with Emma in that hardware store, where they struck up an unlikely friendship?
These strands wove a tapestry of a life. A tapestry no one would see. It would hang in the Museum of the Higher-Ups, the destiny makers—if there was such a thing. She didn’t believe in that—of course she didn’t. She was a psychologist. But sometimes, when her mind wandered, and she was overworked, it was warm to feel that everything was mapped out.