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Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. About the Author
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Chapter Forty-One
  48. Chapter Forty-Two
  49. Chapter Forty-Three
  50. Chapter Forty-Four
  51. Chapter Forty-Five
  52. Chapter Forty-Six
  53. Chapter Forty-Seven
  54. Chapter Forty-Eight
  55. Chapter Forty-Nine
  56. Chapter Fifty
  57. Chapter Fifty-One
  58. Chapter Fifty-Two
  59. Chapter Fifty-Three
  60. Chapter Fifty-Four
  61. Chapter Fifty-Five
  62. Chapter Fifty-Six
  63. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  64. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  65. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  66. Chapter Sixty
  67. Chapter Sixty-One
  68. Chapter Sixty-Two
  69. Chapter Sixty-Three
  70. Chapter Sixty-Four
  71. Chapter Sixty-Five
  72. Chapter Sixty-Six
  73. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  74. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  75. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  76. Chapter Seventy
  77. Chapter Seventy-One
  78. Chapter Seventy-Two
  79. Chapter Seventy-Three
  80. Chapter Seventy-Four
  81. Acknowledgments

Ethan looked at him, and Robin thought that maybe he had overstepped his bounds. But Ethan just took another drink. “Don’t mean I have to band together with all those arseholes and sing ‘Kumbaya,’ does it? I’m fine exactly where I am.”

“I’m sorry about what happened to you.”

“Yeah, well...” Ethan said breathlessly.

“I lost someone too,” Robin said. “A while ago. You never stop wondering.”

Ethan looked at him, really looked at him for the first time. “No, you never do. And I can’t stop. All the time, round and round in my head. She’s nothing now—just a...a question mark.”

“What was she like? Your daughter?”

“The usual young woman. Ran rings around me and May. May was my... Pru’s mum. Pru had big plans. She was a hell of an engineer. She had just got an internship designing things for spas. New kinds of hot tubs, swimming pools, saunas. It wasn’t what she really wanted to do, but it was a step in the right direction. She really wanted to work on space shuttles. Move to Florida and go to work at the Kennedy Space Center. Imagine that.” He tipped the beer to Robin and took a sip. It left a foam mustache on his upper lip and he didn’t seem to have any interest in rubbing it off.

“She must have been very special.”

“She was. Not like me. I work at the City Council—I mean, I used to. Not anymore. Not these days.”

“I... You don’t have to explain...”

“I know what they think...what they talk about behind my back. But it doesn’t matter anymore. The day Pru disappeared, it was like part of me disappeared too. You know?” Pack absentmindedly picked up his newspaper and put it on the seat beside him. “That’s when it all fell apart. I’m going to put it back together. But... Just someday, right?” He gave a laugh that had no joy in it at all. “I was out there for days at a time, out there looking for my little girl. But she wasn’t there. There’s only one person that knows where she is. And he’s sitting there in his box not talking.

“People see prisons as a bad place. A punishment. I see it as protection. There’s a dozen or more people in this town who’d like to beat it out of him. Beat out...where he...where he put them...” Pack’s speech cracked up but he still didn’t cry. He just took another drink. “Pru never did anything to anyone. Never even hurt a fly. And she trusted every one of her friends. She would die for them all. And this is what he did to her.”

Robin couldn’t help it slipping out. “There doesn’t actually seem to be any concrete proof that Matthew...”