Chapters (81)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- Dedication
- About the Author
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- Chapter Sixty-Five
- Chapter Sixty-Six
- Chapter Sixty-Seven
- Chapter Sixty-Eight
- Chapter Sixty-Nine
- Chapter Seventy
- Chapter Seventy-One
- Chapter Seventy-Two
- Chapter Seventy-Three
- Chapter Seventy-Four
- Acknowledgments
Matt pushed her away, harder than he’d meant to. Rachel was forced onto the couch. Any harder and she would have gone into the wall. “You’ve all been meeting without me. Haven’t you?”
Matt looked from one shocked face to another, and he stopped at Rachel. The one he trusted most. “Yes,” she said, almost a whisper, “but I can explain, Matt.”
“You all lied to me. Saying you were staying at uni? Why?”
“Matt...” He didn’t even know who it was. Didn’t care.
“Why would you come back to Marsden and not tell me?” He was crying now. “Someone, please just tell me.”
“Matt,” Tim said, stepping forward and putting his hand on Matt’s shoulder, “I promise you, everything will be explained. We just need to do one thing first. We need you to take this boat through our tunnel, our tunnel—you, me, Rachel, Ed, Robert, Pru—our tunnel. And when we come out the other side, everything will be better. What did you say once? Going through Standedge is like leaving the world and coming back to it? Let’s do that. And let’s enjoy it. And afterward, you can ask anything you want. Promise.”
Matt looked at him through tears. He didn’t know what to think. But he knew one thing. “I don’t know who you people are anymore.” And he pushed past Tim to the hatch, looking back long enough to see their reactions. Pru, Edmund, Robert and Tim—even Amy—were staring dumbfounded. Rachel was crying. He didn’t care—they were meant to be his best friends.
He went outside, slamming the hatch behind him. He started up the motor again, almost on autopilot looking down on himself. He picked up one of the cans of beer on the deck and wiped it across his forehead before opening it. The air was cold and he looked up to see the sunny day had turned sour, with dark clouds threatening rain, as if the weather was being dictated by him.
Matt leaned against the steering column, watching the mouth of the tunnel grow ever closer. He drained a full can in less than a minute. He didn’t care anymore—he didn’t care if he lost his job. There was only one real reason he had got it in the first place—for this exact scenario. And it was ruined. All of it was. His friends were ruined.