Back Now Is Not the Time to Panic
Chapters (29)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Mazzy Brower
  5. Part I
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Mazzy Brower
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Mazzy Brower
  19. Twelve
  20. Part II
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Acknowledgments
  27. About the Author
  28. Also by Kevin Wilson
  29. About the Publisher

I leaned into him, reached for his backpack. I got out his notebook, all those strange little drawings. “What are you—” he said, but I just shook my head. He made an ineffectual gesture toward the notebook, trying to protect it, but I carried it over to my desk. I reached into the drawer and produced what I had of my novel. I slammed it down on the bed, which was also really ineffectual, not the sound that I’d hoped for.

“This is my novel,” I said.

“I know,” he replied.

“Read it,” I said. “I’m going to let you read it.”

“Okay,” he said. “Do you want, like, suggestions, or—”

“I do not want comments or suggestions, no,” I replied. “Just read it. And I’m going to look at your drawings.”

“You’ve seen most of them already,” he said. “And you’ve told me a lot about your book.”

“We’ll do this for maybe an hour, and then we’ll decide what to do next,” I told him.

I lay down on the bed, and Zeke scooted over to me. I looked at a drawing of a landscape, but drawn in sections, like an ant farm, and in one of the underground tunnels, there was a fire burning.

“I like this,” I said. “This is new.”

“Thank you. This is a really good first line,” he said.

“Thank you.”

And we lay like that, absorbing the thing that mattered to the other person. And then I said, “Zeke? It’s okay, all right?”

“Okay, I believe you.”

After a second, Zeke added, “Please don’t say the line. Just not right now. I know it. I think about it all the time. You don’t have to tell me.”

“Okay,” I said.

And that hour in the room, the two of us almost touching, the thing we made beginning to fully assemble itself, to spread out into the world, was the happiest I have maybe ever been in my entire life.

THE FRONT-PAGE HEADLINE OF THE NEXT DAY’S EDITION OF THE Coalfield Ledger read EVIL COMES TO COALFIELD. My mom yelled at Hobart, and he said that he’d originally had a question mark at the end, but the editor changed it. “If it’s interrogative, you know, it’s really not that irresponsible,” he said. When I rolled my eyes, he said, “And, by the way, sometimes it’s the role of the journalist to be provocative.”

“At the Coalfield Ledger?” my mom shouted.