Back Now Is Not the Time to Panic
Chapters (29)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Mazzy Brower
  5. Part I
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Mazzy Brower
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Mazzy Brower
  19. Twelve
  20. Part II
  21. Thirteen
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Acknowledgments
  27. About the Author
  28. Also by Kevin Wilson
  29. About the Publisher

I wanted him to shut up, not to give my brothers anything that they could use against me, but he kept going. “I’m just here for the summer, so that’s . . . you know, a temporary . . . kind of a nonpermanent situation.”

“Nonpermanent does not sound encouraging,” my mother offered.

“We’re friends,” I finally said. “We’re FRIENDS.”

“Good friends,” Zeke offered, and I nodded to him like, Yeah, duh, but also like, Shut up, my brothers will try to ruin me.

“Well, I for one think it’s great that Frankie has found such a good friend for the summer.”

“Frankie has no friends,” Brian told Zeke, like maybe he was stupid and didn’t understand how weird I was.

“Well,” Zeke said, now reaching across the table for another slice of pizza, “I feel, like, honored, then,” and I blushed so hard that the triplets all made the same satisfied expression, their job done, before they went back to destroying the rest of the pizza.

After we’d washed the dishes, I told my mom that Zeke and I were going to get some ice cream at the Dairy Queen and then I’d take Zeke home. She shook Zeke’s hand and said he seemed like a fine young man, and Zeke seemed stricken but did his best to smile. Both of us reached for our backpacks, the copies of our art hidden inside them, and we were gone.

And I can’t quite explain it, the weirdness of this feeling, when we stepped out of the house for the first time in many, many hours. We were outside, in the open air, and the copies were with us. Everything felt so much bigger, more important. It was, honestly, a little hard to breathe.

“Are you ready to do this?” Zeke asked, so tenderly, a kind boy.

“I guess so,” I said, though I wasn’t sure if I was.

“Where should we go?” he asked me, and I was like, what? “Where should we hang these copies?” he continued. “I’m not from here, so I don’t know the best place for, like, optimal exposure.”

“Oh,” I said. “I guess, like, maybe the square? It’s got a movie theater and ice cream shop. The courthouse is in the center of it if we wanted to be, like, I don’t know, political about it.”

“Okay,” he said, nodding. “Let’s go to the square.”

We got in my car, and we didn’t say another word for the twelve minutes that it took to get to the town square. There were a fair number of teenagers milling around the entrance to the movie theater, and it suddenly occurred to me how embarrassing it would be for somebody I knew to see me hang up this picture.

“Maybe,” I offered, “over there, where that insurance company is?” It was dark, closed for the night, a sign for a Boy Scouts raffle hanging in the window.