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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Suzy K Quinn
  3. A note from your author
  4. Also by Suzy K Quinn
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Dedication
  7. Lorna – Once upon a time …
  8. Lorna – Sixteen years later
  9. Once upon a time …
  10. Lorna
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  12. Lorna
  13. Lorna
  14. Lorna
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  18. Lorna
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  20. Lorna
  21. Once upon a time …
  22. Liberty
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  24. Liberty
  25. Lorna
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  27. Liberty
  28. Lorna
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  30. Liberty
  31. Lorna
  32. Liberty
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  34. Liberty
  35. Lorna
  36. Liberty
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  38. Liberty
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  40. Liberty
  41. Lorna
  42. Liberty
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  44. Lorna
  45. Liberty
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  51. Lorna
  52. Lorna
  53. Once upon a time …
  54. Liberty
  55. Once upon a time …
  56. Lorna
  57. Lorna
  58. Happily ever after …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. Extract
  61. Prologue
  62. Lizzie
  63. Lizzie
  64. Kate
  65. Lizzie
  66. Lizzie
  67. About the Publisher

‘Sleeping Beauty had a really bad year when she was sixteen.’

I head into the house with the groceries, throwing a backwards glance at the gate, willing Liberty to buzz herself in.

She doesn’t.

I hate this part of the day.

‘She’ll be back any minute. Okay?’ Nick gives my shoulder a reassuring squeeze. ‘You worry way too much.’

I nod, but I’m not reassured.

Inside, I dump groceries on the counter and watch the front gate through the kitchen window.

I never thought I’d live in a house like this – a little piece of English history. Growing up in America, my mother called the many different 1950s homes we lived in ‘antique’. Around here, most of the homes are four hundred years old.

‘Okay, so how do we cook this stuff?’ says Nick, looking at the ingredients.

‘Um …’ I glance at the kitchen window. ‘Not sure.’

‘Just playing devil’s advocate,’ says Nick, ‘but what if Liberty gets bad grades in these mock exams? What’s the plan? I mean, we can’t ground her, can we? Since you don’t let her out of an evening.’

‘Just as long as she tried her best.’ I glance at the clock. ‘I’m going to give her until 4.30 p.m. Then I’m calling the police.’

Nick laughs. ‘They’re going to lock you up for wasting police time. You’re always overreacting. Liberty will be with her friends, probably writing songs or something. She’s okay. Don’t you remember being sixteen?’

‘Yes, I do,’ I say. ‘But mostly I try and forget.’

Once upon a time …

The prince approached her, took her by the hand, and danced with her. Furthermore, he would dance with no one else. He never let go of her hand and said that she, above all others, was his dance partner.

– CINDERELLA

The year was 1996. The band were Crimson. The lead singer was Michael Reyji Ray.

I’d never known a high like it. The heat, the noise, the rush.

A multicoloured sea of arms waved in the air, Celtic armband tattoos and wrists jangling with thin Indian bangles and knotted cotton friendship bracelets.

Michael, Michael, Michael …

The girls wore light summer dresses with spaghetti straps and DM boots. The boys wore Michael Reyji Ray ‘Psycho-Delia’ T-shirts, ripped jeans and Vans trainers.

The stadium smelt of beer, incense and CK One perfume.

‘There are no strangers here,’ Michael boomed into a golden microphone. ‘Only friends you haven’t met.’

For 13,000 teenagers, Michael Reyji Ray was God that night. We worshipped him.

The world had never felt so real. So awake. I heard the roar of the crowd, felt tribal drum music under my feet, saw colours everywhere. Rainbow flags fluttering on parachute silk.

Michael had short, bleached white hair and wore a black T-shirt, jeans and Ray-Ban sunglasses. His feet were bare, despite the cold night, because, he told us, he wanted to feel the beating heart of the earth.