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Contents ( 61)
  1. Donna Douglas
  2. About the Author
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Come with me,’ she said.

Grace took Anna to the café around the corner where she ordered tea for them both, and eggs on toast for Anna.

‘But I’m not hungry,’ Anna protested.

‘You have to eat something.’ Grace looked at her friend’s fleshless face, her skin drawn over sharp bones and shadowy hollows. Underneath the lipstick, her lips were chapped and bitten. It was obvious she hadn’t been looking after herself.

Their tea arrived and Grace poured it. She added three spoons of sugar to Anna’s cup, then pushed it across the table towards her.

Anna stared down at it, her brown eyes troubled. ‘I’m sorry, I’m being a nuisance,’ she said. ‘I don’t want you to miss the wedding.’

‘The wedding doesn’t matter,’ Grace dismissed. She reached for Anna’s hand. ‘Now, tell me what happened.’

At first Anna couldn’t speak. She sat with her head down, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs.

Grace waited patiently, still holding on to her friend’s hand. The skin was dry and papery, like an old woman’s.

Then, gradually, between sobs the story began to emerge.

It was exactly as Grace had feared, ever since the day she’d read Edward’s notes. She had tried to tell herself it might be different with Anna, that he loved her and would never hurt her. But as her friend tearfully unfolded her story, it became clear that Edward Stanning was not capable of loving anyone.

Grace could only imagine how frightening it must have been for Anna to live with someone like him. Constantly tiptoeing around his moods, never quite sure what was going on behind that smiling face. He wielded his cruelty like a knife – not stabbing, but inflicting a thousand tiny wounds that seemed like nothing on their own, but that gradually ate away at her confidence, her self-esteem.

‘He was so clever,’ she said, sniffing back her tears. ‘He always made me believe he was doing things out of love, because he cared about me and wanted to protect me. I couldn’t argue with him. And if I tried, he’d twist my words around and make it seem as if I was the one being unreasonable.’

Grace remembered the night Edward had confronted her on the ward. The way he had begged and pleaded with her, convinced her not to deny him his chance of happiness.

And she had believed him, even though she had read his notes and knew exactly how manipulative he could be.

Anna was right – he was dangerously clever.

‘I wish you’d come to us,’ she said.

Anna shook her head. ‘I couldn’t. Edward made me feel as if I didn’t have a friend in the world.’

‘You know that’s not true.’

‘I do now.’ Anna looked around her. ‘The last time we sat in this café was the day I left the Nightingale. We had tea and cakes. Do you remember?’

‘Of course.’ Grace silently cursed herself. ‘I’m so sorry, I should’ve thought – this is probably the last place you’d want to come.’