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Contents (61)
  1. Donna Douglas
  2. About the Author
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
  56. CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
  57. CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
  58. CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
  59. CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
  60. CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
  61. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘You’re leaving?’ He sounded uncertain.

‘One of us has to go. And you’ve made it very clear that you won’t, so it will have to be me.’

She could feel his gaze on her, wary as an animal. ‘You ain’t getting this place,’ he said. ‘It’s mine now, all of it.’

‘So you’ve said.’

His eyes narrowed, still sensing a trick.

‘There’s no catch,’ Anna said. ‘I’m moving out. You can have it, all of it.’

She had wondered how she would feel, saying those words. But she was amazed to feel a real sense of peace and calm settling over her. None of it mattered, she realised.

It’s just bricks and mortar. Nellie’s words had been the key, unlocking Anna from the miserable prison she had placed herself in. Suddenly, she had been able to see it all clearly for the first time. What was she fighting for? A few poky rooms over a shop. And the bakery itself, a sink and a set of ovens. There was no real value in it, not the kind that was truly worth anything.

Nellie was right; the bakery wasn’t her father. All this time, Anna had been clinging on to it, thinking she was holding on to him, too. But she didn’t have to fight for it any longer. Friedrich Beck’s spirit was alive and well and flourishing in Germany.

And he would want her to be happy. He hadn’t opened up the bakery to fulfil any greedy ambition. He had opened it to provide a home and a life for his family. Because that was what was really important to him.

Nellie was right about that, too. Friedrich would never have wanted her to spend the rest of her life living in misery, just for the sake of a shop in a back street of Bethnal Green.

She could almost imagine him now, smiling at the very idea.

Her only sadness was in letting go of her dream to have the kind of life her parents had had. She had tried so hard to make it work, blaming herself when she failed.

‘I wish you luck,’ she said, and was surprised to realise she meant it. ‘I hope it makes you happy. But I don’t think it will. I don’t think you’ll ever truly be happy, Edward. Because you’ll always know in your heart of hearts that this place isn’t really yours. You can paint your name over the door as big as you like, but everyone will still know you didn’t build it up, you didn’t work for it. You stole it. And I’ll tell you something else, too,’ she added. ‘No matter how much you have, it will never be enough. Because in your heart you’ll always be the kid from the workhouse who never feels good enough.’

He flinched, but didn’t say a word. Anna knew she had wounded him as surely as if she had taken a knife and stabbed him to the heart.

‘I made a mistake,’ she said. ‘Not just marrying you, but thinking you could ever be like my father. You’re not, and you never will be. My father is a wonderful man, honest, kind and gentle. Everyone loves him. But you?’ She looked him up and down. ‘You’re not fit to lick his boots, Edward Stanning!’