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Chapters (30)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. CHAPTER ONE
  4. CHAPTER TWO
  5. CHAPTER THREE
  6. CHAPTER FOUR
  7. CHAPTER FIVE
  8. CHAPTER SIX
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT
  11. CHAPTER NINE
  12. CHAPTER TEN
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  21. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. Also Available by Christopher Swann
  30. AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY

I speak before Finn can answer. “Modular Lightweight Load-Carrying Equipment. Army-speak for backpack.” Ethan just looks at me. “What?” I say. “I read it in a military supply catalog.” I turn to Finn. “How’d you know he stole a brick?”

“Because I knew he’d do one of two things when I confronted him,” Finn says. “He’d either be scared and do what I said, or he’d be scared at first and later get mad and think he deserved some of that money himself. I bet that Perkins would do the second thing. I was right.”

“What did you do?”

“I beat him to death with a tire iron.”

No one says anything. Finn looks calmly at me. I don’t see either guilt or pride in his face, just a blank look. I don’t know if this is worse.

“A tire iron,” I say.

“We were in a garage in the Green Zone at the time. I’d taken the brick out of his Molly and hid it in the garage while I was replacing batteries in Humvees. Perkins came storming in and got in my face. He knew I’d taken the money. I thought he wouldn’t find out until later, when I could talk to him one-on-one about it. Instead he started shouting about the money. I punched him in the mouth just to shut him up—his left arm was all bandaged up and in a sling, so I felt bad about it. But Perkins was a big dude and he went nuts after I hit him. Ran at me and grabbed me with his right hand and plowed me into a workbench, knocked the wind out of me. Then he just started punching and kicking. He completely lost it, shouting and cussing at me. I grabbed the nearest thing I could find, which was a tire iron. Laid him out with one swing, pow, over his left eye. And I kept swinging. A pair of grunts pulled me off of him, but by that time I’d opened his head up like a rotten pumpkin.

“They put me in Leavenworth for twenty years on a manslaughter charge. Probably would have been less except for Perkins’s arm being in a sling. They thought we fought over that brick, that I beat a crippled man to death over a hundred grand. They assumed one of us took the brick from the bag we were taking to Ahmed. I didn’t say a word about the rest of the cash, not the entire time I sat in a cell. Just kept thinking about the money sitting in that pipe. I got out six years early for good behavior, even though I got a dishonorable discharge. I went looking for your dad. Found out what happened to him. The money, of course, was gone. I even went back to Iraq to be sure.”