Chapters (20)
'According to our research,' Shelley Atta said, 'you were roommates with Neil Cassidy at Princeton, weren't you?'
'Of course I was—You think Neil did this?'
'We're almost certain of it.'
Thomas waved his hands wide, as though warding away something with more momentum than his world could handle. 'No. No. Look, you don't know Neil. There's simply no way he could have done this. No way.' Even as he spoke, he could see him, Neil, grinning in the porch light, his teeth Crest-commercial straight.
'And why do you say that, professor?' Agent Logan asked.
'Because Neil is sane. When my life goes crazy, when I have difficulty distinguishing up from down, I call Neil—that's how sane he is. Whoever's doing this has suffered some kind of psychotic breakdown. Statistically, the chances of something like that happening to men my age is almost nil'
'So you and Neil are close?' Agent Gerard said.
Numb nod.
'How close?' Agent Atta asked.
'Bum-buddy close. What fucking business is it of yours?' Thomas paused. He was letting his temper get the best of him—and letting these Feds push his buttons. Think clear, he reminded himself. Think straight. But he couldn't squeeze the writhing images of Cynthia Powski from his thoughts. He could still hear her moan, it seemed. He could even smell her sweat.
'Look,' he continued evenly. 'Your primary suspect is a very close friend of mine. And you know what? If we were talking about somebody I didn't know, say the chief of neurosurgery at Johns Hopkins, I'd probably be more than willing to play this game with you. But I know how these things work. You're fishing for something. It could be general information, or it could be something specific. The bottom line is that I have no way of knowing just what you're fishing for, which means I have no way of knowing whether I'm helping my buddy or digging him a deeper hole.'
'You don't trust us?' Agent Logan asked.
'Are you kidding me?'
'We're the good guys, Professor Bible,' Agent Atta said.
'Sure you are. Do you have any idea just how bad people are at reasoning? It's terrifying. Add to that the contradictory interests typically generated by hierarchies, like the FBI, where career-friendly decisions are so often at odds with truth-friendly decisions. Add to that the emergency repeal of the constitutional provisions guaranteeing due process—'
'It would be stupid to trust us,' Atta said, her tone tired and disgusted. 'Irrational.'
'Exactly,' Thomas said flatly. 'One might even say insane.'
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER TWO
August 17th, 9.38 a.m.
Except for two young girls with piercing eyes and pierced eyebrows, the train was empty. When they glimpsed him watching them, Thomas looked away, at once discomfited and scornful. He studied the eternal Hudson instead, trying to think away the fear that churned his gut.