Chapters (36)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Playlist
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Epilogue
- Undeniably You
- Also by Jewel E. Ann
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
“What’s happened to you?” I sit on my larger suitcase to close it.
My dad leans against the wall by the door, arms crossed over his chest. “I’m not following.”
“You’re letting your baby girl hitch a ride with a complete stranger. A guy. And you have no misgivings about it?”
“Deedy trusts him implicitly, so I trust her judgment. And I’ve prayed for your safe return to L.A.”
I lug both suitcases to the door of the sewing room. Hopefully Deedy trusts Jake implicitly to carry my suitcases to his vehicle.
Dad cradles my face, and I rest my hands over his. “Did you call Sydney back yet?”
I nod. “Yesterday.”
“Good.” He smiles.
I miss his fatherly touch, the comfort only a father can give.
“Have you heard the saying Love doesn’t divide, it multiplies?”
I blink back the tears.
“My precious daughter, how do you think God can love every single person on this earth? I’m sharing my life with Deedy, but the love I have for you and Sydney can never be shared. Not with each other and not with Deedy.”
I set a few tears free.
“And I’m not giving Deedy the love I had and will always have for your mom.”
“Bethanne said you were lonely.”
He gives me a small smile. “I was but that’s life. Peaks and valleys. I thanked God for my life, and I even thanked him for the years I’ve had by myself to reflect on my life—the love and loss. Then I asked him for … something.”
He rubs his thumbs over my wet cheeks. “I didn’t even know what that was until a friend of mine told me about the church chatroom.”
“Anthony cheated on me.” A sob breaks free. I’ve been waiting to say those words that have been locked up in a prison of denial for days. “And he’s taking away the spa. Now I don’t have a job. And my hand may never be the same. A-and … and I’m almost thirty with no direction, no other skills.”
“Oh, Avery, Avery, Avery …” He pulls me into his arms and kisses the top of my head. “Have faith. Embrace this time in your life and be open to the lessons life has to teach you.”
“I am. I’ve learned to hate all men except you.”
He chuckles. “I fear you’re distracted by the little details and therefore missing the bigger picture. Be open to let miracles grace your life.”
“Jake’s here,” Deedy calls from the living room.
I fish a tissue from my purse. “My makeup …”
“Go do your thing in the bathroom. We’ll get your stuff loaded up, and I’ll make sure Swarley is ready to go too.”
I kiss my dad on the cheek. “Thank you.”
After fixing my smeared makeup and using the bathroom one last time, I grab my handbag and meet everyone in the driveway. Jake scratches his head while staring at my luggage, one hand planted on his hip.