of a fighter and singer,

arms over your breast folding

your sorrow in to hold it,

you brought me to you some of the way

and came the rest to meet me,

over the desert of red sand

came from your lost country

to where I stand with all my fathers,

their guilt and righteousness.

Over the rum your voice sang

the tales of an old people,

their dreaming buried, the place forgotten.

We too have lost our dreaming.

We the robbers robbed in turn,

selling this land on hire-purchase;

what's stolen once is stolen again

even before we know it.

If we are sisters, it's in this —

our grief for a lost country,

the place we dreamed in long ago,

poisoned now and crumbling.

Let us go back to that far time,

I riding the cleared hills,

plucking blue leaves for their eucalypt scent,

hearing the call of the plover,

in a land I thought was mine for life.

I mourn it as you mourn

the ripped length of the island beaches,

the drained paperbark swamps.

The easy Eden-dreamtime then

in a country of birds and trees

made me your shadow-sister, child,

dark girl I couldn't play with.

But we are grown to a changed world:

over the drinks at night

we can exchange our separate griefs,

but yours and mine are different.

A knife's between us. My righteous kin

still have cruel faces.

Neither you nor I can win them,

though we meet in secret kindness.

I am born of the conquerors,

you of the persecuted.

Raped by rum and an alien law,

progress and economics,

are you and I and a once-loved land

peopled by tribes and trees;

doomed by traders and stock exchanges,

bought by faceless strangers.

And you and I are bought and sold,

our songs and stories too

though quoted low in a falling market

(publishers shake their heads at poets).

Time that we shared for a little while,

telling sad tales of women

(black or white at a different price)

meant much and little to us.

My shadow-sister, I sing to you

from my place with my righteous kin,

to where you stand with the Koori dead,

‘Trust none — not even poets.'

The knife's between us. I turn it round,

the handle to your side,

the weapon made from your country's bones.

I have no right to take it.

But both of us die as our dreamtime dies.

I don't know what to give you

for your gay stories, your sad eyes,

but that, and a poem, sister.