Chapters (46)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Back Cover
“I appreciate your insight.” Rowles followed the nurse as she led him to the nearby door and slowly turned the brass knob. The scent of laudanum and soap permeated the air as the door swung open without a sound. The drapes were closed tightly, so the light from the hall was all that luminated the otherwise dark room.
“She may be asleep,” Miss Leyton whispered.
“I’m not,” came a clipped reply from the bed. “I am, however, quite confused and in a fit of temper.” The words were abrasive but the tone lacked the energy the words should have conveyed.
Rowles’s heart pounded painfully as he stepped closer to the bed. “Hello, Mother.” Holding his breath, he waited for her reply, wondering if she’d see him or his dead brother—or no one at all.
“What is this place?” she asked, her tone warning that the wrong answer could prove ill-advised.
“It’s a lovely soft bed and finely furnished room,” Rowles answered cautiously, glancing about at the sumptuous furniture, taken from his mother’s rooms and placed in her new accommodations. The decor was oddly out of place for the rest of the home, but in the dim light, Rowles wondered how she even noticed that she was in a different place. The staff had done wonders in placing her furniture in exactly the same arrangement as it had been at home. The only difference in the room was possibly the color—it was too dim for him to be sure—and the size. The room was a bit smaller, but not dramatically.
“It is not my home.” She spoke softly, her tone on a boiling point. “It smells odd.”
‘“It is only temporary.” Rowles decided to add some honesty but not fully disclose any information, to prevent a bad reaction. “You’ve been sick, Mother.”
“I’m dying.” His mother sighed the words. “And not soon enough, clearly, if my son is moving me from my own home to be rid of me even before I’m ready for my grave.”
Guilt punched Rowles in the gut. “It’s not—”
“It is. And this place… It’s…” She choked on a sob. “It’s not home.”
Rowles moved to her bedside, his hand shaking as he reached out to tentatively grasp her fingers, attempting to sooth her.
She jerked her hand away at first touch. “What have you done?” she spat out, then hiccupped a sob.
“Cared for you, hoping it will restore your health.”
“You want to be rid of me,” she murmured, then rolled over, giving him her back.
Rowles gave a silent sigh, then turned to the nurse who had her attention lowered to the floor.
He turned back to his mother. “If you improve in the next week or so, we can move you home—”