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Chapters (46)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Epilogue
  44. Author’s Note
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. Back Cover

Joan’s expression softened. “Forgive me. Yes, of course.” She sighed. “It’s not an excuse, but aside from my brother, you’re the only one who knows, and you’re also the only one with an opinion that truly matters to me.” Her eyes dropped to her hands as she picked at her gloves. “I know it’s strange, and not the usual set of activities for a lady, but I can’t imagine doing anything else.” She lifted a shoulder. “And I also know that…my skills…are not conventional. Morgan warned me…so often…about how my involvement with the war office could be taken as less than ladylike, and likely make me the object of scorn. It’s not the usual vocation of a gently bred woman. Intrigue is far more dangerous than needlework.”

Rowles could easily imagine Morgan’s worries; he shared a few as well.

“But I’m not any of those things,” she continued. “I’m just…me. And for some reason, God gave me a skill. Not using it to help others seems such a waste. So, here I am.”

Rowles nodded once, then reached out, grasped her fidgeting hands within his, and squeezed once, twice, then held her fingers. “One of the very first things that captured my attention about you was your ability to see through me, the world, the injustices that surround us. It makes sense now, that you are able to peel back the lies to see the truth beneath, but I’ll never forget how you looked at me, your eyes piercing my very soul while we waltzed that first time and you gave me a lovely gift.”

As he spoke, her body relaxed and she leaned against him, her shoulder settling against his arm. She gave a small laugh. “Morgan thought I’d given myself away with that comment. It was too ‘telling,’ he’d said.”

“It was, but not in the way he likely assumed. It gave me hope. It removed the lie that I’d been feeding with my fear. It set me free in so many ways. Because even though I didn’t know you well, I believed you.”

“I was telling the truth.”

“I know.” He leaned over and kissed the top of her head, inhaling the sweet scent of lemon. “I know you were. And that’s why it was so powerful. There’s a verse, one that I use in my lectures quite frequently, especially when we are talking about social issues or current problems—‘The truth shall make you free.’”

Joan nodded. “It does.”