Back Mistress Pat
Chapters (72)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. THE FIRST YEAR
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. THE SECOND YEAR
  19. CHAPTER 13
  20. CHAPTER 14
  21. CHAPTER 15
  22. CHAPTER 16
  23. CHAPTER 17
  24. CHAPTER 18
  25. CHAPTER 19
  26. CHAPTER 20
  27. CHAPTER 21
  28. CHAPTER 22
  29. THE THIRD YEAR
  30. CHAPTER 23
  31. CHAPTER 24
  32. CHAPTER 25
  33. CHAPTER 26
  34. THE FOURTH YEAR
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30
  39. CHAPTER 31
  40. CHAPTER 32
  41. THE FIFTH YEAR
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. THE SIXTH YEAR
  45. CHAPTER 35
  46. CHAPTER 36
  47. CHAPTER 37
  48. THE SEVENTH YEAR
  49. CHAPTER 38
  50. CHAPTER 39
  51. CHAPTER 40
  52. CHAPTER 41
  53. CHAPTER 42
  54. CHAPTER 43
  55. THE EIGHTH YEAR
  56. CHAPTER 44
  57. CHAPTER 45
  58. CHAPTER 46
  59. THE NINTH YEAR
  60. CHAPTER 47
  61. CHAPTER 48
  62. THE TENTH YEAR
  63. CHAPTER 49
  64. CHAPTER 50
  65. CHAPTER 51
  66. CHAPTER 52
  67. THE ELEVENTH YEAR
  68. CHAPTER 53
  69. CHAPTER 54
  70. CHAPTER 55
  71. About the Author
  72. Back Cover

“You need me,” said Pat desperately again. After all…though she knew in her heart he was right…knew he had never been anything but a way out…knew that sometimes at three o’clock of night she had wakened and felt that she was a prisoner…she could not bear to lose him out of her life.

“Yes, I need you…but I can never have you. I’ve known that ever since Hilary Gordon’s visit last summer.”

“David, what nonsense have you got into your head? Hilary has always been like a dear brother to me.”

“He’s twined with the roots of your life, Pat…in some way I can never be. I can’t brook such a rival.”

Pat couldn’t have told what she felt like…on the surface. The whole experience seemed unreal. Had David really told her he couldn’t marry her? But away down under everything she knew she felt free…curiously free. She was almost a little dizzy with the thought of freedom…as if she had drunk some heady, potent wine. Mechanically she began to take his ring off her finger.

“No.” David lifted his hand. “Keep it, Pat…wear it on some other finger. We’ve had a wonderful…friendship. It was only my blindness that I hoped for more. And don’t worry over me. I’ve been offered the head editorship of the Weekly Review. When Suzanne marries I’ll take it.”

So he would go, too, out of her life. Pat never remembered quite how she got home. But Judy was knitting in the kitchen and Pat sat down opposite her rather grimly.

“Judy…I’ve been jilted.”

“Jilted, is it?” Judy said no more. She was suddenly like a watchful terrier.

“Yes…in the most bare-faced manner. David Kirk told me tonight that he wouldn’t marry me”…Pat contrived to give her voice a plaintive twist…“that nothing on earth would induce him to marry me.”

“Oh, oh, ye didn’t be asking him to marry ye, I’m thinking. Did he be giving his rasons?” Judy was still watchful.

“He said I didn’t love him…enough.”

“Oh, oh, and do ye?”

“No,” said Pat in a low tone. “No. I’ve tried, Judy…I’ve tried…but I think I’ve always known. And so have you.”

“I’m not be way av being sorry it’s all off,” said Judy. She went on knitting quietly.

“What will the Binnies say?” said Pat whimsically.

“Oh, oh, I don’t think ye’ve come down to minding what the Binnies say, me jewel.”

“No, I don’t care a rap what they say. But others…oh well, they are used to me by this time. And this is the last of my broken-backed love affairs they’ll ever have to worry over. I’ll never have any more, Judy.”

“Niver do be a long day,” said Judy skeptically. Then she added,