Chapters (72)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- THE FIRST YEAR
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- THE SECOND YEAR
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- THE THIRD YEAR
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- THE FOURTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- THE FIFTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- THE SIXTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- THE SEVENTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- THE EIGHTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- THE NINTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- THE TENTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- THE ELEVENTH YEAR
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- About the Author
- Back Cover
“Yes. The wild cherry at the south-east corner of the spruce bush is coming into bloom,” said David…and said nothing more for a long time. Pat did not mind. She liked their long, frequent, friendly silences when you could think of anything you liked.
“Suzanne is going to be married next month,” said David suddenly.
Pat lifted a startled face. She had not thought it would be before the fall. And…if Suzanne were to be married…what about David? He couldn’t stay on at the Long House alone. Would his next words say something of the sort? Pat felt her lips and mouth go curiously dry. But of course…
What was David saying?
“Do you really want to marry me, Pat?”
What an extraordinary question! Hadn’t she promised to marry him? Hadn’t they been engaged…happily, contentedly engaged, for years?
“David! What do you mean? Of course…”
“Wait.” David bent forward and looked her squarely in the face.
“Look into my eyes, Pat…don’t turn your face away. Tell me the truth.”
Under his compelling gaze Pat gasped out,
“I…I can’t…I don’t know it. But I think I do, David…oh, I really think I do.”
“I think, dear,” said David slowly, “that your attitude, whether you realize it or not, is, ‘I’d just as soon be married to you as any one, if I have to be married.’ That isn’t enough for me, Pat. No, you don’t love me, though you’ve pretended you have…pretended beautifully, to yourself as well as me. I won’t have you on those terms, Pat.”
The garden whirled around Pat…jigged up and down…steadied itself.
“I…I meant to make you happy, David,” she said piteously.
“I know. And I don’t mind taking chances with my own life…but with yours…no, I can’t risk it.”
“You seem to have made up your mind to jilt me, David,” Pat was between tears and something like hysterical laughter. “And I do…I really do…like you so much.”
“That isn’t enough. I’m not blaming you. I took a chance. I thought I could teach you to love me. I’ve failed. I’m the kind of man all women like…and none love. It…it was that way before. I will not have it so again…it’s too bitter. There’s an old couplet—
“‘There’s always one who kisses
And one who turns the cheek.’”
“Not always,” murmured Pat.
“No, not always. But often…and it’s not going to be that way with me a second time. We’ll always be good friends, Pat…and nothing more.”