Back Mistress Pat
Chapters (72)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. THE FIRST YEAR
  6. CHAPTER 1
  7. CHAPTER 2
  8. CHAPTER 3
  9. CHAPTER 4
  10. CHAPTER 5
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. THE SECOND YEAR
  19. CHAPTER 13
  20. CHAPTER 14
  21. CHAPTER 15
  22. CHAPTER 16
  23. CHAPTER 17
  24. CHAPTER 18
  25. CHAPTER 19
  26. CHAPTER 20
  27. CHAPTER 21
  28. CHAPTER 22
  29. THE THIRD YEAR
  30. CHAPTER 23
  31. CHAPTER 24
  32. CHAPTER 25
  33. CHAPTER 26
  34. THE FOURTH YEAR
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30
  39. CHAPTER 31
  40. CHAPTER 32
  41. THE FIFTH YEAR
  42. CHAPTER 33
  43. CHAPTER 34
  44. THE SIXTH YEAR
  45. CHAPTER 35
  46. CHAPTER 36
  47. CHAPTER 37
  48. THE SEVENTH YEAR
  49. CHAPTER 38
  50. CHAPTER 39
  51. CHAPTER 40
  52. CHAPTER 41
  53. CHAPTER 42
  54. CHAPTER 43
  55. THE EIGHTH YEAR
  56. CHAPTER 44
  57. CHAPTER 45
  58. CHAPTER 46
  59. THE NINTH YEAR
  60. CHAPTER 47
  61. CHAPTER 48
  62. THE TENTH YEAR
  63. CHAPTER 49
  64. CHAPTER 50
  65. CHAPTER 51
  66. CHAPTER 52
  67. THE ELEVENTH YEAR
  68. CHAPTER 53
  69. CHAPTER 54
  70. CHAPTER 55
  71. About the Author
  72. Back Cover

“Yes. The wild cherry at the south-east corner of the spruce bush is coming into bloom,” said David…and said nothing more for a long time. Pat did not mind. She liked their long, frequent, friendly silences when you could think of anything you liked.

“Suzanne is going to be married next month,” said David suddenly.

Pat lifted a startled face. She had not thought it would be before the fall. And…if Suzanne were to be married…what about David? He couldn’t stay on at the Long House alone. Would his next words say something of the sort? Pat felt her lips and mouth go curiously dry. But of course…

What was David saying?

“Do you really want to marry me, Pat?”

What an extraordinary question! Hadn’t she promised to marry him? Hadn’t they been engaged…happily, contentedly engaged, for years?

“David! What do you mean? Of course…”

“Wait.” David bent forward and looked her squarely in the face.

“Look into my eyes, Pat…don’t turn your face away. Tell me the truth.”

Under his compelling gaze Pat gasped out,

“I…I can’t…I don’t know it. But I think I do, David…oh, I really think I do.”

“I think, dear,” said David slowly, “that your attitude, whether you realize it or not, is, ‘I’d just as soon be married to you as any one, if I have to be married.’ That isn’t enough for me, Pat. No, you don’t love me, though you’ve pretended you have…pretended beautifully, to yourself as well as me. I won’t have you on those terms, Pat.”

The garden whirled around Pat…jigged up and down…steadied itself.

“I…I meant to make you happy, David,” she said piteously.

“I know. And I don’t mind taking chances with my own life…but with yours…no, I can’t risk it.”

“You seem to have made up your mind to jilt me, David,” Pat was between tears and something like hysterical laughter. “And I do…I really do…like you so much.”

“That isn’t enough. I’m not blaming you. I took a chance. I thought I could teach you to love me. I’ve failed. I’m the kind of man all women like…and none love. It…it was that way before. I will not have it so again…it’s too bitter. There’s an old couplet—

“‘There’s always one who kisses

And one who turns the cheek.’”

“Not always,” murmured Pat.

“No, not always. But often…and it’s not going to be that way with me a second time. We’ll always be good friends, Pat…and nothing more.”