Back Meant To Be
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. About the Author
  4. Booklist
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. Excerpt

The other side of the bed sank down as Vera sat beside her. “I’m not making a pass at you,” she said. “I just feel awful and I need a place to hide from my relatives.” She groaned. “Everything in me hurts. My head, my stomach, my ankles. All of it.” She adjusted the pillows. “You can’t tell anyone that I’m not well. Not Kelly, not Miguel, nobody. They’ll think it’s some foreign disease and tell me I can’t leave again. Kelly will decide I have leprosy. Or the black plague. Smallpox, for sure. Then she’ll tell me I have to stay here, that I can’t ever leave. You know Kelly, right?”

Cait was still curled up, her back to the woman. “Yes.”

“But I bet you don’t know the real Kelly! She’s capable of locking me in a room. I’ll die if I have to stay here. I can’t breathe here. But my sister is worse than Mom was. If she thought I was sick, she’d have me put in jail.”

Cait rolled onto her back. “My dad...?”

“Miguel! Don’t get me started on him! He wants to wrap me in a quilt and put me in front of a TV so he always knows where I am. Safe is the only word those people know. I know words like adventure and life.” Vera gave a sigh of exasperation.

Cait turned her head to look at her, but she didn’t say anything.

Vera put her hand to her forehead. “Getting Miguel to leave with me is going to be hard enough, but if I don’t feel well—” She stopped, then looked at Cait in shock. “Oh, hell! I didn’t mean to say that. Pretend I didn’t.”

“Dad wants to leave with you?”

“Yes.”

“He wants to travel the world and...do what? Just follow along behind you?”

“He’s taking photography classes at KCAI.”

Cait lifted on her elbow. “That’s what he’s been hiding. I saw the papers but I didn’t know what they were. I’ve been so wrapped up in myself that I wasn’t paying attention.”

“I gave him a camera.” She was looking at Caitlyn hard. “You don’t mind if he leaves here? Leaves you?”

“I think it’s wonderful. He’s stayed here because of me. If I hadn’t been on the way, I think he would have eventually gone to you. But he couldn’t leave because he had to take care of me.”

“Isn’t having the responsibility for other people’s lives the pits?” Vera said.

“Yes, it is.”