Back Master of My Fate
Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Part One
  6. Omens
  7. Plantation
  8. The Shadow
  9. The Long Road Home
  10. A Day of Rest
  11. Visitors
  12. The Reverend
  13. New Skills
  14. World of Plenty
  15. World of Loss
  16. Trial
  17. All Is Silent
  18. A New Plantation
  19. Part Two
  20. No More Hiding
  21. Fighting Words
  22. The Plan
  23. Captured
  24. Part Three
  25. New Worlds
  26. The Voyage
  27. Full Circle
  28. The Barracks
  29. Mapping the Bore
  30. Taking Flight
  31. Wanted
  32. Brisbane Waters
  33. Another Sentence
  34. Kind Master
  35. Last Night
  36. My Place
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. Author Note
  39. About the Author
  40. Sign up to Read More and discover new favourites

Stone! Is the only thing to give me comfort. See how it change colour when the sun move cross it, sometimes like cornmeal, sometimes like cocoa. How it glow pink in the fading evening light. And I listen good when the bricks whisper that them is stronger than the hands that made them, because the building going to be standing a long time after the last man, woman and child living now is dead. Sometimes, when me feeling weak, I lean on that stone, use the strength of stone to keep me going. In the end, is stone that shape me fate. It keep me working as a government man, since me indent say stone is me trade. And me good at it.

Sometimes I wake early, like I did on the plantation, in the twilight before the dawn. Stare out the locked window on this strange new world. Notice how me breath leave a mist. Make a mark, watch it fade.

What kind of place I come to?

Is wet, damp, and me feeling cold. Feeling low. Back home it going be full summer. Flowers blooming, the fruit getting juicy. The fierce heat and cloudless skies settling in, except when a thunderstorm on the horizon.

Here in this upside-down world, a place you have to look down low to find it on a map, now is August what backra call winter. No snow like in the Mother Country, just nothing but dark skies, grey clouds, the heavy rain lashing down. And this rain, it not like the bursts back on the island that start quick, end quick, with the sun strong enough to hold him place, to keep shining though the raining wet. This rain, once it start, it never stop coming till the pebble courtyard full up with a whole heap of cold, muddy puddles, and you learn quick is best to walk barefoot, not try use the tight, squeeze-you-toes shoes Busha give you to wear.

And just like everywhere I been, this barracks place is all routine, routine, routine.

In the morning after we wash, we get porridge, made from Indian corn mixed with sugar. Bread from the convict bakery. A rest and meal at noon, not much to speak of. Supper is no better. Soup made from salted meat that arrive in big barrels, all the way from the Mother Country. The brown flesh of beef or pork, floating in slimy brine. Taste no different, whatever animal it used to be. And if there was any little taste left, it get boiled away in hessian bags, dumped in a big iron tub of boiling water that is supposed to be a soup. A thin broth the cook serve up on a little tin plate. We must stand in line, waiting to make our claim on.