Chapters (14)
TESS (Continuous): And by the end you’re not even capable of having a single new moment. You can’t go for a walk. You can’t open a window. Any new experience you have, someone is experiencing for you, to be kind. “Look, Mom, it’s nice outside.” “Look, I made corned beef for St. Patrick’s Day. You love corned beef.” “Micah got a promotion. You remember Micah.” I don’t know why we have to keep each other alive for so long.
(Beat.)
You’re not saying anything.
JON: Please can we get out of the house tonight? You haven’t seen Rosa in forever.
TESS: So you can what, so you can distract me?
JON: She always cheers you up
TESS: So you can distract me from dying? For the next fifty-five years?
(He starts to go.)
JON: You don’t really believe that
TESS: What
JON: That living is a distraction from death.
TESS: Jon?
(He stops, almost offstage.)
Tell them yes. Bruce and Rosa. We’ll have dinner, we’ll have—boatloads of ghee.
Jon?
Please look at me?
(He doesn’t move.)
Scene 3
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Tess sits. Jon stands nearby.
Tess is staring out, ever so slightly downward. Jon watches her for a few moments. He is about to speak but then he doesn’t.
Scene 4
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Jon and Tess sit together. Tess seems like herself—but herself on a good day.
JON: Do you know your name?
TESS: What a silly question.
JON: Can you tell me what it is?
TESS: It’s Tess.
JON: What’s your full name?
TESS: Tess.
JON: Your full name is Tessa Brody.
TESS: Tessa Brody.
JON: Before that it was Lancaster. Tessa Lancaster.
TESS: It changed?
JON: You changed it. When you married me.
(Beat. Tess takes this in.)
Do you know my name?
TESS: Jon. So Jon Brody, it would be.
JON: Good.
TESS: Do we have children?
JON: Three. Mitchell, Micah, and Raina.
In chronological order.
TESS: How long have we been married?
JON: Twenty-nine years.
TESS: We like each other.
JON (A small smile): We do.
TESS: We are . . . as one.
JON: Well, that’s an archaic way of saying it.
TESS: I’m sorry. (Beat) The more we talk, the more / real it will—
JON: I know what it’s like early on. I’ve done this before.
TESS: That’s helpful.
(Short pause.)
JON: It’s actually thirty years, last month. If you count the time since . . .
TESS: The time since?
JON: Since you died.
TESS: I died?
JON: Yes.
TESS (So there’s no problem): But here I am.
JON: No, you don’t understand.
TESS: I think I do. I died and now I’m here.
JON: Listen to me. It’s always hard in the beginning.
TESS (Faintly generic): I don’t see the difficulty. What’s the difficulty?
JON: Why don’t I do most of the talking for now? Until you know more about yourself.