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  1. Cover
  2. One
  3. Two
  4. Three
  5. Four
  6. Five
  7. Six
  8. Seven
  9. Eight
  10. Nine
  11. Ten
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  13. Twelve
  14. Thirteen
  15. Fourteen
  16. Fifteen
  17. Sixteen
  18. Seventeen
  19. Eighteen
  20. Nineteen
  21. Twenty
  22. Twenty-One
  23. Twenty-Two
  24. Twenty-Three
  25. Twenty-Four
  26. Twenty-Five
  27. Twenty-Six
  28. Twenty-Seven
  29. Twenty-Eight
  30. Twenty-Nine
  31. Thirty
  32. Thirty-One
  33. Thirty-Two
  34. Thirty-Three
  35. Thirty-Four
  36. Thirty-Five
  37. Thirty-Six
  38. Thirty-Seven
  39. Thirty-Eight
  40. Thirty-Nine
  41. Forty
  42. Forty-One
  43. Forty-Two
  44. Forty-Three
  45. Forty-Four
  46. Forty-Five
  47. Forty-Six
  48. Forty-Seven
  49. Forty-Eight
  50. Forty-Nine
  51. Fifty
  52. Fifty-One
  53. Fifty-Two
  54. Fifty-Three
  55. Fifty-Four
  56. Fifty-Five
  57. Fifty-Six
  58. Fifty-Seven
  59. Fifty-Eight
  60. Acknowledgements
  61. About the author

Cardilini wondered if he was getting his copper’s head, back or if he just didn’t care anymore. No, he knew deep down that he cared. He became nervous. ‘I’m going out for an hour. You ring me with your answer,’ Cardilini said and hung up. He didn’t want to hear Leggett’s voice any longer. He showered and changed back into his day clothes.

Forty-Nine

FORTY-NINE

Day 20

St Nicholas College

4.30 p.m. Friday, 13th November 1965

It was 4.30 and the boy had been standing outside the sixth form common room since 3.45. He wanted to be ‘in trouble’ so stood there even though Abbott said he didn’t have to. The story of Darnley punching him in the stomach had spread like wildfire but he didn’t want to talk about it.

Students frequently walked by, occasionally one would pretend to punch him in the stomach then pull his punch at the last moment and the boy would buckle; this generally brought laughter from all who saw it. The boy, after the third time, became confident that no one would actually punch him and stopped buckling in anticipation. The laughter failed to come as different boys tried to scare him in that way.

Darnley was in detention. His parents would be called that evening, so the gossip went. For a while the boy was the centre of attention.

‘Darnley is going to be expelled.’

‘Did you dob on him?’

‘No.’

‘Platmore saw Darnley punch him.’

‘Did it hurt?’

‘Don’t know.’

‘But you fainted.’

‘Yes.’

‘What did you say to Darnley?’

‘Nothing.’

‘You must have said something.’

‘I don’t remember.’

‘Amnesia.’

‘It can happen if you get punched.’

‘Harper’s got amnesia.’

‘Darnley said he didn’t punch you.’

‘Oh.’

‘Did he?’

‘Platmore saw Darnley punch Harper.’

‘Platmore dobbed on Darnley.’

‘Platmore’s a sixth former, it isn’t dobbing when you tell on someone like Darnley.’

‘Of course it is.’

‘Harper should be allowed to fight his own battles.’

The second formers turned their eyes to Harper.

‘Darnley shouldn’t have punched Harper. Harper’s a weed, and Darnley shouldn’t have punched him. That’s why it’s not dobbing when you tell a teacher.’

The second formers’ attention shifted from the boy as they chased and punched each other in the stomach. He watched them disappear down the corridor.