Chapters (70)
- About the Author
- Also by Ruth Hogan
- Title Page
- Imprint Page
- How to use this eBook
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- The Promise
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
- A Word About Our Covers
- Endmatter page 1
Once inside, he went straight through to the kitchen, threw down the keys and reached for an open bottle of whiskey that stood on the table. He sloshed a generous measure into a dirty mug and took a gulp, swallowed and belched loudly. He couldn’t decide whether he wanted a bacon butty or a fag. Or maybe both. But first he needed to take a piss. In the bathroom, he stared at his ravaged reflection in the mirror. The younger version of Jimmy Cox had been rakishly handsome with thick, dark hair and swarthy skin. Women had fallen readily for his good looks and smooth banter. But even his most ardent lady friends had dropped him once they’d got to know the brutal man behind the oleaginous smile and smarmy small talk. And now his grey hair was lank and greasy, and his skin pocked and purple veined. He zipped up his flies and returned to the kitchen where he retrieved a cigarette packet from his trouser pocket, flipped open the lid and cursed when he saw that there were only three left. He tipped one out, placed it between his lips and lit it from a gas ring on the filthy cooker. When his mother was alive, the kitchen had been kept spotless and she would have cooked whatever he wanted as soon as he got home. But it had been three years now since she’d died, and the house had descended inexorably into squalor. Jimmy Cox was an only child and he had been as much a bitter disappointment to his father as he had been treasured son to his mother. He had done everything to deserve his father’s opinion and nothing to warrant his mother’s. The pawnbroker’s had been started by his parents when they married, and they had worked hard to make it profitable. Jimmy Cox had eventually inherited their business but never their work ethic nor their principles.
It was stifling indoors. He unbolted the back door and opened it. The garden was little more than a patch of scorched earth and weeds littered with rubbish. Jimmy Cox stepped outside and his foot slid on something slippery. He bent down to investigate but recoiled immediately.
‘Fucking dog shit!’ he roared. ‘Where’s that fucking dog?’