Back Madame Burova
Chapters (70)
  1. About the Author
  2. Also by Ruth Hogan
  3. Title Page
  4. Imprint Page
  5. How to use this eBook
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Contents
  9. The Promise
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Chapter 54
  64. Chapter 55
  65. Chapter 56
  66. Chapter 57
  67. Chapter 58
  68. A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
  69. A Word About Our Covers
  70. Endmatter page 1

Shunty-Mae stepped warily around Grisha and took her daughter’s hand. Imelda’s fingers stiffened and she tried to pull away, but Shunty-Mae held on tight.

‘Let’s walk,’ she said. ‘Lock up, and we’ll go for a walk.’

The beach was quieter now. Above the pebbles, a heat haze still shimmered, but its ferocity had abated as the spent sun dipped lower in the cerulean sky. Shunty-Mae slipped off her sandals and headed towards the sea. Grisha raced ahead of her as soon as he was unleashed, plunging into the water – spinning and leaping in a joyful canine jitterbug.

Neither could Imelda resist the temptation to paddle. The cold, crimpling waves soothed her sweltering skin and the stones beneath massaged her tired feet.

‘I know you’re angry.’ Shunty-Mae gazed out to sea, water lapping at the hem of her dress. She stood strong and straight, like a ship’s figurehead, with the breeze tugging at her long dark hair. Imelda had never encountered a woman so beautiful, so powerful and so bewitching as her mother. Nor one so infuriating.

‘Damn right I’m angry! Why do you have to interfere every time a man comes into my life?’

Shunty-Mae laughed. ‘That last one was hardly a man. He was scared of his own shadow.’

Imelda’s last boyfriend had been a talented art student who had broken into a cold sweat every time he had met her mother.

‘Tom was just a bit shy, that’s all. You made him uncomfortable with all your questions.’

‘He was still a boy – even at twenty-two – and no match for you. But this one – this Cillian Byrne is different.’

Shunty-Mae turned and faced her daughter. ‘I’m not going to stop you seeing him.’

‘You can’t!’

Shunty-Mae smiled but there was sadness in her eyes. ‘I don’t want to.’

‘Then why did you talk to him like that?’

‘Because I’m your mother. I look at you and it’s like looking in a mirror.’ Shunty-Mae scanned the horizon, as though the sky or sea might harbour the words she was scrabbling for.

‘You believe that I’m invincible. Afraid of nothing. But I have one fear that taps me on my shoulder like a tight-fisted tallyman. The fear of seeing those I love get hurt. You are my only daughter, and I love you more than my own life. I want you to be happy. I want you to taste everything that life has to offer and to learn that salty tears and sour disappointments will only make joy sweeter.

Imelda was winded by her mother’s ragged voice and raw emotions.

‘But I still want to protect you, and if I do that, I’m clipping your wings. As your mother, my job is to see that you fly. But perhaps, one day, you will understand how hard it is.’

‘I don’t see what all this has to do with Cillian.’