Chapters (70)
- About the Author
- Also by Ruth Hogan
- Title Page
- Imprint Page
- How to use this eBook
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- The Promise
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
- A Word About Our Covers
- Endmatter page 1
Madame Burova sat staring out of the window at the heaving waves of a sea buffeted by a bullying wind. She had been coming to the café for most of her life and she felt comfortable here, which is why she had chosen it as their meeting place. If the meeting took place at all. It was twenty minutes to two and she had asked Billie to join her at two o’clock, but she had no idea if she would turn up. On the table in front of her lay the brown envelopes and a tiny silver bracelet inscribed with the name ‘Billie’. It had been over forty-five years since she had seen Billie – since she had cradled her in her arms. But she had never forgotten the unbearable softness of her baby skin and the brush of her downy hair against her lips as Madame Burova had kissed her head for the last time before handing her over to the strangers who would reinvent her life. Of course, she had the photographs that Billie’s adoptive father had sent every year until Billie was eighteen and then the final picture of her in a graduation cap and gown. It had been very kind of him. He was under no obligation to honour her request, but the pictures had arrived, nonetheless. Madame Burova wondered if she would recognise the woman that Billie had become. If she came.
At twenty past two, Madame Burova stood up to put on her coat, but just as she was lifting it from the back of her chair, the bell above the door rang and a woman wearing a bowler hat and brandishing a bunch of flowers burst into the café. Her comic entrance was reminiscent of a scene from a Charlie Chaplin film. Madame Burova sat down. She really hoped this was Billie. The woman was obviously looking for someone. She surveyed the tables and then stood, uncertain, in the centre of the café, as though waiting for a sign. When none was forthcoming, she made her way to the counter and asked for a cup of tea and a slice of carrot cake. Having placed her order, she came straight over to Madame Burova’s table.
‘Are you Madame Burova?’
Madame Burova looked into her face, searching for some familiar feature. But she saw nothing that she recognised and was both disappointed and relieved.
‘How did you guess?’
‘You’re the only person in here who looks like a Madame Burova.’
Madame Burova smiled. ‘Please, have a seat.’
Billie sat down and shrugged off her coat. ‘I’m sorry I’m late. I’m hopeless at directions. I went the wrong way down the seafront.’
‘I was about to leave. I wasn’t sure that you would come.’
‘Neither was I. But in the end, I couldn’t resist.’