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Chapters (70)
  1. About the Author
  2. Also by Ruth Hogan
  3. Title Page
  4. Imprint Page
  5. How to use this eBook
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Contents
  9. The Promise
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. Chapter 7
  17. Chapter 8
  18. Chapter 9
  19. Chapter 10
  20. Chapter 11
  21. Chapter 12
  22. Chapter 13
  23. Chapter 14
  24. Chapter 15
  25. Chapter 16
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Chapter 36
  46. Chapter 37
  47. Chapter 38
  48. Chapter 39
  49. Chapter 40
  50. Chapter 41
  51. Chapter 42
  52. Chapter 43
  53. Chapter 44
  54. Chapter 45
  55. Chapter 46
  56. Chapter 47
  57. Chapter 48
  58. Chapter 49
  59. Chapter 50
  60. Chapter 51
  61. Chapter 52
  62. Chapter 53
  63. Chapter 54
  64. Chapter 55
  65. Chapter 56
  66. Chapter 57
  67. Chapter 58
  68. A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
  69. A Word About Our Covers
  70. Endmatter page 1

‘Of course he did. But not because he’s sweet – he’s a good businessman. We’re new customers and he wants to make sure we come back.’ Annie was ever the pragmatist. Julia pulled a face. ‘Well, I think it was very nice of him. Now, Billie. Start at the beginning – we need all the details.’

It didn’t take Billie long to tell them everything she knew.

‘Is that it? Don’t you even know where you were found? What you were wearing? Was there a note left with you?’ Julia was beginning to be genuinely upset on Billie’s behalf.

‘Yes, no, no and no. And it’s fine, I’m fine, honestly Julia.’

Annie considered the facts carefully as she always did.

‘Well, you probably think you are, but quite frankly it would be a bloody miracle if that were true. And anyway, you’ve already told me that it feels weird.’

‘There, see! I knew I’d miss something.’ Julia removed the pink grapefruit slice from her drink and took a swig. ‘Weird in what way?’

‘I feel like a question mark,’ Billie replied. ‘I only have Dad’s letter, and I completely understand why they did what they did. I don’t blame them in any way. But I don’t know anything about where I came from. Who I came from.’

‘Whom,’ Annie teased her. ‘If you’re going to be melodramatic, at least be grammatically correct.’

Billie smiled, but the smile didn’t reach her eyes.

‘I do know that I was found at the seaside on the prom. But not exactly where. Nor by whom,’ she added.

‘Do you want to know?’ Julia was swirling the ice cubes in her drink thoughtfully. ‘It could be quite exciting. You might be the child of someone famous.’

‘Or infamous,’ countered devil’s advocate Annie.

‘Or just some poor, terrified teenager who got pregnant, panicked and disposed of the unwelcome result on the street wrapped in newspaper like the remains of a fish and chip supper.’ Billie was beginning to realise exactly what a can of worms this whole thing might be. The possibilities were infinite and some of them inevitably quite unsavoury.

‘You could have been wrapped in newspaper.’ Julia’s second gin and tonic was slipping down very easily, and her words escaped before she could properly censor them.

‘Oh God – I’m sorry, Billie. I didn’t mean that.’

Billie shook her head. ‘Don’t be sorry. Listen, I need to be able to talk about it to someone. I need to talk about it honestly. It’s true – I could have been wrapped in newspaper. My birth mother could have been a slapper, a saint, or a member of The Nolan Sisters for all I know!’

‘She couldn’t have been one of The Nolan Sisters. They weren’t formed until 1974.’

Billie laughed properly for the first time that evening. ‘How on earth do you know that, Julia?’