Chapters (70)
- About the Author
- Also by Ruth Hogan
- Title Page
- Imprint Page
- How to use this eBook
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- The Promise
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
- A Word About Our Covers
- Endmatter page 1
‘It was over fifteen years ago now. She drowned in a pond. She was only four. Are you quite sure that she’s happy?’
‘Absolutely. She’s with her granddad, and she loved him very much, didn’t she?’
The woman bit her lip. ‘May I ask you another question?’
‘Of course.’ Imelda gathered up the cards and passed them over.
‘Has my husband forgiven me?’
The cards described a solid marriage inexorably eroded by internal anger. Furious words were followed by fewer and fewer conversations until meaningful communication between husband and wife was all but lost. The love had always remained, but sadly unspoken.
‘Did you blame your husband for your granddaughter’s death?’
The woman shifted uncomfortably in her seat. ‘He was supposed to be watching her. They were in our garden and he was pruning the rose bushes. But he was supposed to be watching her too. I did blame him. Never in so many words, but he knew that I believed it was his fault. He was so angry with himself – and eventually with me too. Millie was gone; there was nothing we could do about that. But we should have been there for each other instead of allowing it to drive us apart. I just want him to know that I’m sorry.’
‘Why now?’ Imelda was curious. ‘Why now, after so long?’
‘Today would have been our golden wedding anniversary.’
After the woman had gone, Imelda sat turning the ring on her finger. She wondered why it was that so often people left important things unsaid until it was too late. She wished now that she had told Cillian she loved him before he left. He had rung her a couple of times from a payphone in the local pub, but their brief conversations had been overheard and punctuated by beeps signalling that the money was running out. Imelda consoled herself with the knowledge that he would be back in Brighton tomorrow. She would tell him then.
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She was surprised to see Ruby in the café at lunchtime chatting excitedly to Jack and Diamond. As soon as Imelda pushed open the door, Ruby waved her over to join them.
‘You’ll never guess what’s happened.’
‘I’m sure I shan’t. But something to cheer me up would be nice after my last client.’
Diamond was unable to contain herself. ‘Well this is guaranteed to put a smile on your face. That bloody pervert at Larkins has got the sack!’
‘And about time too!’ added Jack, slapping the counter in satisfaction with the flat of his hand.
‘Marty? When?’ Imelda needed details. Grisha groaned softly. He needed a sausage roll.