Chapters (70)
- About the Author
- Also by Ruth Hogan
- Title Page
- Imprint Page
- How to use this eBook
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- The Promise
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
- A Word About Our Covers
- Endmatter page 1
It was early, a little after 6 a.m. Imelda could just hear the gentle tick of her alarm clock above the exuberant birdsong coming from the garden below. Already, bright sunshine sparkled on the open windowpane, and the cloudless blue sky beyond promised an idyllic summer day. But not for everyone. Imelda lay in bed and listened to the clock tick. It was the countdown to some destined but as-yet-unknown disaster. She closed her eyes and the darkness enveloped her. Not simply lack of sight, but a blackness that filled her, swallowed her up, crushed and choked her. She could smell sparking metal and coal dust. The clamour of her alarm going off rescued and returned her to the start of a bright, sunny day. Grisha stretched and yawned on the bed beside her, and then nuzzled her cheek. Imelda forced herself out of bed and went to the window. Outside, their tiny corner of the world looked picture-perfect. Nothing here was amiss. But somewhere there was always someone suffering.
By the time she had showered and dressed, Imelda felt better. She had all but shaken off the shadows. Downstairs, as usual, Alexei was cooking breakfast. Shunty-Mae was dancing barefoot in the garden to a song that was playing on the radio she had left on the back doorstep. Alexei paused for a moment from frying blinis to gaze admiringly at his wife.
‘She’s still as beautiful as the day I met her.’
Imelda laughed and helped herself to one of the warm blinis. ‘And just as awkward, no doubt.’
Alexei dropped another spoonful of batter into the pan. ‘Certainly not. She’s much worse now!’
Imelda sat down at the table and poured herself some tea while Grisha sat hopefully at Alexei’s feet.
‘Don’t you feed that dog my breakfast!’
At the sound of Shunty-Mae’s voice Grisha slunk under the table.
Shunty-Mae appeared flushed and slightly breathless in the doorway. She caught sight of her daughter and her expression became serious.
‘What’s the matter with you?’
‘Nothing. Why?’
Shunty-Mae shook her finger at Imelda. ‘I can see it in your face.’
Imelda shrugged. ‘It’s nothing, just one of those feelings. Whatever it is will happen anyway. There’s nothing to be done.’
For once Shunty-Mae was silent, but she understood. The gift they shared could sometimes be a curse. Imelda finished her tea and stood up.
‘Take some of these with you, Melda, if you’re not going to eat a proper breakfast.’