Chapters (70)
- About the Author
- Also by Ruth Hogan
- Title Page
- Imprint Page
- How to use this eBook
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Contents
- The Promise
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- A few thoughts and more than a few thanks
- A Word About Our Covers
- Endmatter page 1
Imelda sat down and once again the spectres of past clients returned to haunt her, as though they had been disturbed along with the dust that Billie continued to sweep from the shelves and brush from the curtains. Their voices whispered in Imelda’s ears and their faces floated through her mind like images in her crystal ball. She had shared their hopes, their fears, their excitement and their despair, and vicarious though these feelings might have been for her, she had not always managed to protect herself from their onslaught. Her emotional armour had been dented, split and occasionally breached and she would always bear the scars. Billie’s hand on her shoulder broke her reverie.
‘It’s okay. You don’t have to tell me.’
Imelda placed her hand over Billie’s and smiled.
‘So long as you promise not to tell.’
‘It’s where I used to keep things for my clients – like a safety deposit box.’
‘But why did they want to keep them here?’
Imelda raised her hands and gestured to the walls around her.
‘This place is a confessional. People come to me for answers, for advice, for reassurance. But sometimes their questions are inextricably linked to confessions – an unavoidable quid pro quo – and they are prepared to trade their secrets for answers. For others, their secrets are too onerous to bear alone, but too dangerous or damaging for them to share with friends and family. Once people have learned to trust my cards and my crystal ball, they trust Madame Burova too. Here, alone with me inside the safety of these four walls, secrets roll off the tongue as easily as iced vodka slips down the throat. And they are sacrosanct. You were one of the secrets that I kept.’
‘Did my mother visit you here?’
‘I can’t answer that, Billie, but I can tell you here is where I kept the things that she wanted you to have, the bank account details and the photograph.’
Imelda got up and began searching with one hand inside the hole in the wall. ‘And there’s something else.’ She pulled out a bundle of photographs that were tied together with a piece of faded ribbon and handed them to Billie. Imelda watched as Billie leafed through the images of herself as a baby cuddling a teddy bear, a toddler taking her first steps, a schoolgirl in a pristine new uniform, and a proud graduate in a cap and gown.
‘I don’t understand.’ Now it was Billie who looked as though she’d seen a ghost.