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Chapters (48)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. EPIGRAPH
  4. PRAISE
  5. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  6. MAP
  7. PROLOGUE
  8. CHAPTER ONE
  9. CHAPTER TWO
  10. CHAPTER THREE
  11. CHAPTER FOUR
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  47. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  48. What’s next onyour reading list?

“I have lost my patience with you,” answered Manh, repulsed by Dzung’s rhetoric and looking to regain control of the interrogation. “You end up talking nonsense that no normal Vietnamese can understand. You are dangerous.”

“Maybe I read too much, or perhaps I simply think too much,” said Dzung. He had lost his smile. He knew that he had certainly said too much and that Manh would very likely make him pay for his careless words. But there was no point in stopping without finishing his thought. “Or maybe I have been through too much. But this I know: Courage did not save us, and fear will not protect us. So you’re wrong to think I would ever be afraid, not anymore. The truth is, I’ve lost all my fear. But I’ve lost all my hate too. I’ve lost them both. Can you understand that, Manh?”

“Enough of this, I have a job to do,” said Manh with crisp formality.

“I accept that,” said Dzung. “And I do not hate you for it. In fact, I think I pity you.”

Manh stubbed out his cigarette, becoming adamant. “For the last time, I am warning you! Do not talk to me like that! I have a task to perform, and you are a part of this task. I will hear no more lectures from the nguy enemy soldier who is so smart that he lives without water in District Four with too many children and a baby who is dying. Oh, yes, Dzung, I know all about you. And your puppet-general father. And especially your friendship with the former American soldier and intelligence operative who now pretends to be looking for the bones of dead veterans as he makes his way around our country and reports to his superiors on how to begin some new aggression. And I will have no more comments about the revolution or the war, in which I would like to point out my father gave his life. Yes, when I was a young boy! So talk to me about love and being willing to die for your children, and complain all you want about the camps, but you are still alive. And you will either listen to me and cooperate with me or you will be taken away for further political instruction. I have the authority to make this decision. It would not be subject to review until you are reevaluated in the prison camps. And such a reevaluation can take a very long time.”

“I am sorry about your father,” said Dzung, reading the loss in Manh’s usually fierce face.

“It was a long time ago,” shrugged Manh, recovering.

“I miss my own father every day.”

“Your father was a traitor.”

“I loved him. So did his soldiers. He talks to me frequently. That’s how I know he died.”

“We are not here to talk about your father.”