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Chapters (48)
  1. COVER PAGE
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. EPIGRAPH
  4. PRAISE
  5. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  6. MAP
  7. PROLOGUE
  8. CHAPTER ONE
  9. CHAPTER TWO
  10. CHAPTER THREE
  11. CHAPTER FOUR
  12. CHAPTER FIVE
  13. CHAPTER SIX
  14. CHAPTER SEVEN
  15. CHAPTER EIGHT
  16. CHAPTER NINE
  17. CHAPTER TEN
  18. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  25. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  26. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  44. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  45. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  46. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  47. COPYRIGHT PAGE
  48. What’s next onyour reading list?

As he stroked the baby’s tiny head, its dark, listless eyes watched him, and in the fastness of their gaze its struggle came alive. It was as if an electric current had run between them, causing him to feel the infant’s hopeless and fading energy. All the tragedies of the war and its aftermath grabbed him fiercely at that moment, up from the past, in from these paltry surroundings, out like a lion from his heart. He felt angry and helpless.

“Dzung!” he finally said. “This baby needs to be in a hospital. I will help you. I don’t care what it costs.”

“He was there, Cong Ly.” Dzung was smiling but his eyes showed his own unease. “They gave me pills for him. He just sick.”

“He’s very sick. We need to do something.”

“Cong Ly. This is Viet Nam. We give him the pills.”

Despite his misgivings Condley knew that Dzung was right. There was nothing else that could be done, and to say anything further would cause his friend to lose face. The best he could do was to self-consciously reach into his paper bag and offer Tu the last three pieces of bread.

“Dzung does very good work for me,” he told her in Vietnamese.

She was gracious, and when her eyes lit up Condley could understand what Dzung had meant when he boasted of her beauty. “You are his good friend,” she said, taking the bread slowly, her movements exaggerated by her weariness. “Cam on ong, cam on rat nhieu.”

Condley straightened back up and discovered Muir standing just next to him. Muir seemed even more addled than before, as if he were struggling with what he was seeing but not wanting even to see it.

“Classic cultural regression,” pronounced Muir, as if standing before a college lecture hall. “Socioeconomic inversion, actually. Not a rare phenomenon when revolutions occur. We saw it in the Soviet Union, obviously, with the disappearance of royalty after 1917 and the doing away of the upper classes. Here the communists did it to those who had any connections with the French or the Americans. They were at the top until the war was lost, and suddenly they had nothing. This is a largely Buddhist land and consequently I hesitate to quote the Bible, but shall we merely say that the last shall be first and the first shall be last?”

“Stop it, Professor. I really don’t need one of those ‘I just found a pile of bones’ kind of speeches.” Condley grabbed the professor’s shoulders, speaking quietly from only a few inches away. “How do we help them? I’m no fucking politician. What do we do, Professor? What do we do?”

Dzung approached them. “Phai di,” he said to Condley, a note of urgency in his recommendation that they now leave.

Condley nudged Muir toward the doorway. “If we don’t get out of here there’s going to be a riot outside.”