Back Look Both Ways
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Thirty-Three
  38. Thirty-Four
  39. Thirty-Five
  40. Thirty-Six
  41. Thirty-Seven
  42. Thirty-Eight
  43. Thirty-Nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-One
  46. Forty-Two
  47. Forty-Three
  48. Forty-Four
  49. Forty-Five
  50. Forty-Six
  51. Forty-Seven
  52. Forty-Eight
  53. Forty-Nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Praise for Linwood Barclay
  56. Also by Linwood Barclay
  57. About the Publisher

“We’re getting a bit off track here, Bruce. Do you mind if I finish my story?”

He raised his hands in a surrender gesture. “Pardon me.”

“My dad takes pity on her and agrees to drive out, and it’s on the way there he nods off and goes into the ditch and drives his truck right into a tree. I was out there the other day. Like, not for the first time. I go by once in a while, if I can get someone to drive. Mom never drives out that way. Anyway, there’s still no bark on the tree where he hit it. So, they did a test on him, right? Like, toxicology or whatever? And he hadn’t been drinking or anything. He wasn’t sick.” She sniffed. “I guess he was just really tired. The way Chief Joe explained it, maybe, if the ambulance had gotten there a lot sooner, they could have done something.”

Katie caught a tear before it ran down her cheek.

“Sorry, kid.” He cleared his throat. “Should I give you a hug or something?”

“No, I’m cool.”

“Good. I’m not a big hugger,” he said.

“Anyway, back to my mom. Just because my dad fell asleep at the wheel doesn’t mean I’m going to do it.”

“Your mom’s still hurting. She’ll come around, once all this Arrival horseshit is over and we all go back to regular cars. This self-driving crap is still years away, no matter what they say.”

“We’re all still hurting,” Katie said. “But Mom’s the one doing some of the hurting.”

“She wants to protect you. The road can be a dangerous place.” Bruce’s gentle smile turned into a reflective frown. “You might run into somebody like me. Or at least the guy I used to be.”

“Yeah, but you never killed anybody.”

“Could’ve,” he said. “I was pissed as a newt.”

“What’s a newt?”

He ignored the question. “I blew three times the limit. Weaving all over the road. Thank God I got pulled over before I did kill somebody. They took away my license forever.”

“But you stopped drinking.”

“That I did.”

“So can’t you appeal or something? Get your license back?”

“Don’t deserve it,” he said. “And what if I fall off the wagon one day?” He shook his head. “No, I shouldn’t be on the road. You have to pay a price for that kind of thing. I’m willing to accept that.”

“But you kept your car. Even though you can’t drive.”

“I kept that car. But my regular car, that was a five-year-old Dodge. I gave that one up. But Finny, a beauty like that, well, that’s a whole different story. Car like that is pretty hard to part with.” His smile returned. “Best thing that’s happened to me in years is you peeking through the window that night.”