Back Look Both Ways
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-One
  26. Twenty-Two
  27. Twenty-Three
  28. Twenty-Four
  29. Twenty-Five
  30. Twenty-Six
  31. Twenty-Seven
  32. Twenty-Eight
  33. Twenty-Nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-One
  36. Thirty-Two
  37. Thirty-Three
  38. Thirty-Four
  39. Thirty-Five
  40. Thirty-Six
  41. Thirty-Seven
  42. Thirty-Eight
  43. Thirty-Nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-One
  46. Forty-Two
  47. Forty-Three
  48. Forty-Four
  49. Forty-Five
  50. Forty-Six
  51. Forty-Seven
  52. Forty-Eight
  53. Forty-Nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Praise for Linwood Barclay
  56. Also by Linwood Barclay
  57. About the Publisher

“Okay,” Sandra said, her voice very quiet. “You think there’s a chance?”

Joe shrugged. “I don’t know. I’ll keep trying. Thing is, there’s so much else going on—” at which point he grabbed his cell phone off the desk and waved it in the air “—that I’m needed in a hundred other places right now.” His face went grim. “Something huge went down at the ferry terminal. Help was coming but the Arrivals launched an attack.”

Sandra sighed, bit her lip. “Katie and Archie are out there somewhere. I’ve got to find them. You do what you can here. I’m going. That bike in the hall. Is it yours?”

“For now. You’re not going out there.”

“I am. I’m going home.”

“I told you, the kids weren’t—”

“When they show up—and they will show up—I’m going to be there.”

He nodded his understanding.

“I’ve still got Lisa Carver’s phone. Anything happens, call me,” she said, moving for the door.

“Got it.” He waited a second, then said, “Hey.”

She stopped.

“I love you,” he said.

Sandra did her best to crack a smile and slipped out of the room.

Thirty-Nine

Why couldn’t she say it? Why couldn’t she tell him she loved him, too? Would it have killed her to say those three words?

Joe thought about how that woman had no idea of the lengths he’d gone to, the risks he’d taken, to make a life for them. Not just for the two of them, but for her children, as well.

No fucking idea at all.

And he’d done those things because he loved her. He loved her so much.

But oh no, saying it back to him, that was too hard.

Okay, okay, maybe his timing was off. She was thinking about her kids. Understandable. She had other things on her mind.

But when this was over, when the dust settled, he was sure she’d see him in a positive light. This crisis, as bad as it was, was an opportunity. It was a chance for her to see him in a leadership role. A heroic role. He really was Chief Brody, but instead of saving Amity from a big fish, he was saving Garrett Island from a thousand murderous cars.

Admittedly, there was one major difference. Chief Brody had not invited that shark into the waters off Amity’s beaches. Chief Brody did not create the crisis.